I'm 3vA

流逝的时光

2011-11-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

看下自己的部落格
嗯还真是蜘蛛网一堆

Final近在眼前我依然不动如山
我都快佩服自己了我到底是怎么了 T.T

昨天11.11.11
早晚的11:11我都在睡觉哈哈哈
有人庆祝有人不以为然
其实我们现在过的每一分每一秒都是特别的
因为过了都没法回去 :)

珍惜你拥有的每一天
你不知道它什么时候会变成你未来所谓的那些年
也许未来也会像 In Time那部电影
时间就是金钱

200th post

2011-08-23T08:56:00.002+08:00

I got nothing to do right now so .. :s I enjoy reading the post written by people around me more than blogging myself hahaha!!

Congratulation to both passed & failed fellow friends! For those who passed, congratulate that your hard work has paid off. Don't let your guard down & fight harder for the coming challenges. For those who failed, you tried your best too. Life can't be smooth always, there will be tones of hole waiting you to avoid or go through it. You may think that you've fallen into a deep hole now, it's okay, just straighten up yourself and put in more effort to climb out for that particular hole! The longer you stay, the worse you feel.

Warning to one of my dearie : I will be there for you :) YOU MADE ME DARN WORRIED. DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN & I STILL COULDN'T REACH YOU RAWR.

I've passed all 3 papers which are F4,5 & 6 *phew* F5 result was unexpected. This paper scores the highest among 3 and you know what? I thought I'm going to fail this one the moment I stepped out from the exam hall. Weird eh? Yea I've passed, so what? There are more challenges waiting me ahead. I got this phobia that when I score better than my expectation or I should say when someone praised me? I will become over confident towards myself which made me fall harder in the future. I don't like my attitude yet I'm that kind of person who needs to be recognized to motivate myself to improve & become better. See, very mao2 dun4 -.-

Currently, I'm taking F7,8 & 9 & just got back PT1 result which was badly attempted. NO MORE LAST MIN STUDY EVA LEE! you will just turning your future into a not so bright one. Process might be tough but you know there are companions beside you. Stay strong. Study smart. :3

Cheers. :)

19th birthday :D

2011-07-16T08:24:00.003+08:00

Aloha ~!
Woke up early just to update my 'deadly' blog.
I wish I could do the same thing to my studies =X
Really very happy yesterday. I just keep smiling and smiling all day long,hope I won't scare off people away with the idiot look? I am normal!

Received a lot of wishes from Facebook,messages inbox and some phone calls !
For the phone call part, I need to mention about TEO KAI YUAN. Omg I never thought he would call and made me keep guessing who is this fella because I forgot to save his new number. Thankiu !!
Okay la yw. I know u know la har xP Happy belated birthday to you as well!!

Since I have got F9 to attend from 2:30pm to 6:00pm. Dear offered to fetch me go campus hehe~ Sweet kah? Yes. :P You need to know how long the distance is from Old Klang road -> Kepong -> Sunway University. It's approximately 50km and somemore have to fetch me home which means 100km in total and driving is very tiring one you know? Thank you my dear! We went De Pastry Chef@Manjalara for lunch and he bought me lollipop after lunch xD Received call from daddy during the lunch. :)

I was quite worried that we will be late for class, I like Joyce a lot,I don't want to be late :P but dear's prediction is so accurate that we even reached earlier. How do I live without you? xP I didn't expect much that bear and ling will celebrate together with me due to different classes and schedules. (I'm still sad we are in different class :( ) Able see them just more than enough. You two really out of expectation! Even the present also !! I swear I will use them! Too bad I saw the cake and your plan failed xDD

It was 6:15+pm when the class ended, we trying to rush back home and ended stuck in the traffic jam. The heavy rain even worsen the jam. Lesson learned, never ever go back home immediately when class ended after 6pm, go pyramid in stead and leave at 7pm. Planned to eat snowflake @ kota damansara but the road to there is super duper jam so we changed to eat char ho fan beside the street xD The rain still pouring that time,he held me tightly and crossed road safely. Romantic-nya xD I didn't really eat much cause later have to go pizza hut to meet my family members, made him ate another additional half plate of mine teehee~ Dear then fetched me home & headed back his home.

By the time mummy fetched us to pizza hut is already 9pm lol. Grandpa, grandma, uncle, aunt & Even was there :D Ning was too tired because of the tuition and she just slept on the table! Salute. Camwhored here and there a bit with Even. Ate a bit pizza and home sweet home :p

Oh ya. Almost forgot to mention I had a pre-celebration with yw @ snowflake as well. Hmm? What? It's not? I assumed it was. :) Now i know what to order already xDD Sesame sensation is highly recommended for peanuts lover! It's actually a peanut ice with topping of mini pearls, sesame taroball and red bean, costs RM6.90. Taroball series is also a good option to consider. I fall in love with their taroballs ! Chewy and yummy :D

I am super lazy to upload each and every photo, so just picked few of them and combined it into one :D I'm smart right ? Say yes please :P No? Ignore you xD

The peoples I love!

Foods!

Present :D

That's the end of this post.
Thanks for everyone and everything <3
Ciao.

Bye bye holiday

2011-07-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

Is holiday always ends that fast?
Too bad i'm poor in control myself.
Holiday mood not yet off la D:

Had dinner twice with my big big family woohoo~
This is so precious as my dad/uncle does not be around KL, they need to outstation as the job required to do so, especially my dad. He can just be at China/Taiwan for 1 month plus only come back D:
First dinner is like a reunion dinner and the second is because my aunt's birthday celebration!
Took a lot of photo but none was uploaded yet LOL

We dined in Vivo@the curve. I have to admit their foods are quite nice, at least there are still some options provided for vegetarian okay? Most of the restaurant do not even bother and they just lost opportunity to earn more revenue from us xD but then, every vege meal sure got one thing,MUSHROOM!
Mushroom pizza, mushroom soup, mushroom baked rice! I felt myself become a mushroom already.

Another dinner was at a food court in Jinjang. Gees. I never thought there is a food court existed at this area and that big! I love their green curry so much ><
This dinner wasn't just us, aunt's relatives came as well. The height my cousin's cousin (lol) is comparable with my brother -.- they both looks like twin tower while standing together. Siao weih~ and both of them are super thin! No extra fats at all. *sob* when I can be that thin?
Photos will be uploaded as soon as i get them.

Audit class yesterday was urrm. I don't know. Looks easy but hard to memorize. My hand was tired due to the super duper banyak notes to copy.F7 today seems to be a bit worse cause got homework already! Steady steady, work hard from now and get fruits at future!
I would miss my friends a lot as we are in different group already. To be honest, I am afraid when I having class today. Many unknown faces :(

I think I successfully cut off some of my fats and I don't know how's that works. No surprise look la please I will 暗爽 xDD

Off to study! ♥

随性

2011-06-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

刚想写思绪却断了
没关系零碎一些吧

听了些故事
眼泪并没停下
冲击力有点强

一直在回想
让父母、近亲最痛心的
莫过于此
他们也只是需要关心
仅此

另外一句开心却又痛心的
“我以后是不是会很孤独? 我都没有朋友”
你长大了

我要多做一些

The cake

2011-06-23T11:55:00.002+08:00

22/6/11

Went out with dear to 1u :D
His leg is getting better and better wee ~
Had Sakae Sushi as lunch and KFC as dinner. (Opps =X)
We watched Green Lantern as well.
The girl inside is so hot xDD

"The strongest power isn't to be fearless, is where you got the ability to overcome your fear."

One of the sentence from the movie. Like ~!
Bought a cake from bread story for mummy. Hope she doesn't nag me xD

Bread Story ~ I like its box xD

Tiramisu was chosen. Our favourite :p

Us :D

I might not be so close with you like brother and sister but urrm.

Love you. :)

Mummy's birthday

2011-06-22T09:31:00.013+08:00

21/6/11

We don't really celebrate it. Not even a cake D:
Just a card I've made and put it on her desktop as wallpaper.
Felt so sorry weih :( she got too much things to do
Then she just menganggap the father's day celebration as her pre-birthday celebration :(

I accompanied her the whole day session, running here and there.
She ffk-ed the evening meeting cause not able to reach on time and we not having our lunch yet!
We had discussed this for half an hour on the car kept asking each other,
"Eh, what to eat?"
"Errr. This restaurant?"
"Dont want. Not nice" =.=
Guess what? Till the end we went to Papparich! Lol.

Pineapple Juice

If you are vegetarian, you got nothing to eat but fried rice with eggs x.x
The vege section in menu is not available at ALL.
Maybe that branch not available only ? Hmm.

Mum:"You still can snap photo arh? I'm starving already la!"

Roti Bakar with Kaya

I know I always not punctual to update my blog lol.
Gonna buy her a cake tomorrow :P

Holiday

2011-06-17T16:02:00.002+08:00

Changed template :)
I'm still bad in these D:
Anyone voluntary help me to design? XD

Had my 1st outing in this holiday.
About the exam, i don't even want to mention it.
It's TERRIBLE!! Who to blame? Myself la :(
I've lost the spirit i used to have last year.
Can u imagine what will happen if u last min study for ACCA exam?
MATI x.X if really something *touchwood* happened, i will accept.
Okay, i went too far.

Went back to campus yesterday to attend OBU briefing.
Surprisingly, it wasn't for us yet -.-
Left earlier to pyramid together with ling,sylvia,liangbing,choy n sher min.
I never know window shopping could be this fun wahaha!!
This was my 3rd time window shopping (yes,3rd time in my whole life,got problem is it?)
I used to think it is boring and meaningless :x
Thanks to ling for keep choosing cloth for me to try on or else i would still think it's meaningless xD
In the same time, learnt much more thing about cloth LOL

Met Christine in Kitchen xDD
Choy n sher min left before lunch session, left 4 of us.
Please be AWARE when u ordering mac value lunch and tell the cashier you want REGULAR.
She gave me big one grrrr ><

After lunch, continue window shopping session again~
Ling and lb burned a super huge hole in their pocket *ouch*
Nvm la. Those cloth worth it right? XD
Met aileng,vv and michelle while walking back to campus :)

That's overall what i've been through ytd.
I didnt manage to snap any photo AAAAAARRRRGHH ><
Must rmb next time !

Dear had his leg injured :((
I felt the pain too.
Wish him recover as soon as possible ♥

That's all for today :)
Ciao.

荒废

2011-06-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

野草丛生啊…
最近大家还好么?
想必这里应该也不会有什么人光临的了 :)

时光流得很快
转眼间6月已来临
你变了吗多少?
还是不是我当初认识的那个你?
我也变了吧

不否认重色轻友
我向来都不擅长在天秤之间游走
让你失望了

不喜欢看人受伤却一直看见
不该重犯的错误却一直重复
我的门藏不住两个月亮
也许某个深夜里会打开回忆
过后上锁就好 :)

Am I too demanding?

2011-04-08T11:09:00.006+08:00

Its not that i don't like or don't want to.
Sometimes I really feel I'm a 宅女 or even worse. A book worm. Ishhh.

I wanted to have fun with friends while I can (cant do it oftenly after we start working right?)
I wanted to travel with you sometimes.
I wanted to camwhore and window shopping with my bestie.
I wanted to be more lady like, having pretty cloths in my wardrobe and crazy shopping once in a while.
I wanted to be smarter and sporty a little.

Started to get tired of the routine everyday.
Most of the time i be either campus or home,not elsewhere.
I really hope mama can give me a little more freedom tho.
I hardly remember when was the last time I officially hang out with friends.
Sometimes I cheat so i can go out. I really don't like to do so, i wanted to tell u the truth but most of the time u just said no to me. College life isn't all about books and books and books. Meeting each other in classroom is not social life too. I do envy my friends, that's why i feel weird i think.
I really like to be pretty just that u don't know. Almost all the girls like fashion, you just not allow me to buy but somehow you allowed sis. I feel unfair.

Will i be too demanding to have this kinda thought?
I will feel bad and selfish cause i only think using my angle not hers.
Sigh i don't know too. Get lost already. Mama i still love u d ♥
I can set my law statue already.
Section 1 Eva Act 2010 states that she cant go out unless she has classes.
No exception yet to be passed by Parliament :s

By the way, graduation ceremony will be held on tomorrow and i quite headache about it.
And, i passed law PT special wahahahahaha!!!
Luckily i still have you so that my world is not just black and white ♥

Hate to say goodbye

2011-03-31T16:58:00.002+08:00

Back from the suffer PT special .. all the works were worth it.

If u pay hard, u might not get equal result back to you.

But if u did not pay, u get nothing for sure.

Heard a conversation today and i cant barely accept it.

It made me reminds of some painful experiences which at the end i lost control of my emotion in front of public

I think i never accept that kind of concept. It´s too painful for a girl to do so.

Dear. Do drink a lot warm water.
You become so far away from me when u gets mad and i dislike it.
Very much. ♥ u.

i am who i am

2011-03-19T13:47:00.002+08:00

I know i can do better than who i am now

I am better. Gah yao eva :D

Idiot

2011-03-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

I feel lucky that i passed both F5 n 6 in PT..

Luck eh? Im using the word "lucky"

Can u see how serious my attitude are?

TERRIBLE !!!

Im such an idiot. Cannot self displine at all and only move when someone pushes me

Wake up u selfish girl. Grr. *slap*

imagination

2011-03-13T12:10:00.002+08:00

Imagine that a samsung galaxy S on my hand.

Godness!! I´m not dreaming !!!!

想很多?

2011-03-11T09:24:00.002+08:00

只记得昨晚想了好多好多的东西

今天早上起来都不太记得了

以后还是写下来的好 =S

成绩..自己的行为..朋友..还有他

课业上我知道我可以做得更好

再坚持一点一定行

然而我会坚持到多久?

F4 law paper. 29/100

是只做了4题的成果

终究还是自己平时懒最后临时抱佛脚的成果

闷意志力能不能再好一点啊?

要求自己严一点吧

真的很不喜欢为了考试而考试

很没有目标很随波逐流很随便

对自己也很不负责任

有PT的存在是好的

我会知道我错在哪里可以进步更多

因为我一时的错误导致两位朋友不开心

我过意不去

有些东西真的很难维持平衡

我加油着

不喜欢看到你心情不好.

"从前有那三个字天天讲你知

虽然无新意但有意思"

一堆杂七杂八的东西全部涌进脑袋的感觉有点乱

我没有emo 我只是想比较多

好久没这样了

其实感觉不错的

少了以前的无助

多了一点的方向 =)

"It's okay to make mistake, you'll improve and become a better person"

"You can reach something if you give your hands out"

Dreaming ?!

2011-03-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

Sure yes. Impossible for him to buy me such thing

I'm just dreaming

Shyt. I know that is a common thing already but you don't understand the meaning behind it.

The background too. It's seriously a big motivation for me.

礼轻情义重

Even IF he would changed his mind at the end, I'm still happy that he thought before.

Thankiu papa :)

Got a major problem about it. I got no idea how iPhone 4 function =S

Nothing much

2011-02-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

Yes, Nothing much.

A pass is a pass.

DAMN IT. I'VE PASSED !!!!!

1st round Eva vs CAT sem 1, Eva wins.
2nd round Eva vs CAT sem 2, Eva wins.

Round 3 Eva vs ACCA sem 1 .. unknown
will Eva still maintaining her victory ?
Stay tuned.
I'm lamer -.-

Result, Movie & You

2011-02-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

I thought I've prepared enough, getting my result on Monday
but the nearer it comes, the more nervous I feel.
I know myself well. I'm not that kind of very hard working type or genius type,
My result has been up and down like roller coaster -.-
overall it's an average mark over last semester.

Average might be good sometimes and not sometimes.
What if I gets 50-1 ? *Touch wood*
Damn, I'll surely jumping in front of the computer and shouting "what the hell?!"
Anyway, what's done is done. No regret for the past !

Aim higher when you got the ability to.
It's a gift where others might not have it.
Who knows what happened if you put full effort on something?
There might really have miracle and I do believe in it.

Wanted to watch the following movies recently :

Burlesque

Black Swan

Sanctum

I am number four

So much to watch but PT's coming soon =(
Wish I could watch ghost movie with you one day.

You're good enough for who you are.
We both do get something that we've lost before now.
No words to express it except ..

Valentine =3

2011-02-15T11:09:00.002+08:00

My first Valentine celebration with him is simple but memorable.
In fact, I never celebrate Valentine before with ex-s =S
Past 2 years I've been celebrating it with my bestie hiahia ~
eh, who says valentine must be celebrate with your partners only ?
Time to jump out from the frame buddy :)

Something bad happened before the celebration,
thanks the loves one would let it go,
I'll learn the lesson from mistake I've done ><
We went Pasta Zanmai for lunch and grab some MacDonald's Sundae as dessert.
I really hope you like the card
the present ehem..
I do mind you like these or not actually
still my first time marx ><
I like the bear bear cup u gave me =) <3

Thank you for accompany me this Valentine
I appreciate it. a lot =)

Stars always upon the sky

2011-02-11T08:26:00.003+08:00

Recovered from the wounds and have a fresh start

I still, won't giving up you

It's a fact that you've become part of my life

without you, the puzzle just won't complete

So afraid of Ms. Pushpa will be giving small test

so 4 of us, the loves one, Berry and HuiVon skipped F4 class yesterday and sign attendance on cinema lol.

I love Hong Kong !!

Lots of funny jokes made us laugh like mad and yet it's meaningful.

Quote from inside :

"这里有一种味道"

"什么味?"

"人情味"

"Eva, PT1 starts on 1st March leh

how come you haven't study anything yet?"

aiyorrr, I know TT

I have not much of commitment towards it

sei fo x.X

(If) Any course mates that reading my blog and you also not yet study,

move your butt from your computer/lappie and START study!

last but not least,

happy CNY :)

Hope ?

2011-02-07T09:35:00.002+08:00

What I actually hoping ?
I don't really know

All I know is that
this situation can't keep on going like this
bad for both of us

Maybe I read too much of fairytales which makes me think we could really together till the end
Maybe the situation will be different if you said you still have some confidence
when u fell I couldn't lend you a hand
now I fall, you can't either

now or never aite?
I do love you but I don't know how to let u know

一项对自己的发现

2010-11-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

原来我的consistency还蛮不错的
另一方面的节俭?

可以持续玩一样的游戏那么久
持续读书那么久
用同样的东西那么久
吃一样东西也很久

从小的环境养成我要了一样东西就不后悔
喜欢之前慎重考虑要之前再三确认

说老实有点后悔当时冲动说想买
(除非我自己出钱买的)
我是真的很开心
只是
不想要自己是只会花你钱的老婆 :(

这条裙子应该就会是我衣橱里面最贵的一件
心意也最重的一件 :)

所以爱上你我不后悔

有时候真的不喜欢写这种心情
搞得自己回想当下都想飙泪 haihz -.-

扫地

2010-11-15T09:03:00.002+08:00

最近都不见N个星期了
应该没什么人知道啦 ~

考试还剩 ..
不到一个月 omg
我都还没准备到什么 ._.

幸好电脑坏掉了开不到 woohoo ~
为了避免我对他"纠缠不休"
我决定不要修理他直到考试结束
可怜啊 ..~

我只是随便来这里扫地不让这里生灰尘而已

上上个礼拜的毕业典礼我很开心 :)
有种熟悉的感觉又回来了

没去到prom night说完全没遗憾是假的
但是跟你一起skating的感觉完全盖过了那个遗憾 :D

Aiyorrr .. 是时候滚去读书了 ~
ciao ~
Wish everyone good luck in their exam.

Bear bear :
我比较不会讲话 ><
只能默默祝你天天开心
emo 不是你的专长 ~ heart you :)

喜欢的不是环境，而是你

2010-10-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

很喜欢今天的气氛

不是由环境营造出来的

是由你的心意体会到的

至于什么原因让我觉得如此嘛 ..

从乌云完全被拨开的时候吧

虽然我有点像白痴这样一直跟在你旁边 lol

(其实这样也好 .. 让你不得不保护我啊 ~ 咔咔)

Starhill 不是普通的华丽 ~

Brem Mall 是普通中的普通 ~

你会是特别的那个 :D

我懂你肯定看得一头雾水
你看懂这句就好 : 晚安 :)

痕迹

2010-10-08T10:55:00.002+08:00

我知道自己很容易遗忘

也很容易被遗忘

对于那些曾经在心里有过我的痕迹的人

抑或者现在仍保留我在心里的某一个小小角落的人

也许我没表现出来

但是真的 ..

谢谢你们 :)

该看到的

我都收到了

To : 深夜之歌的伙伴
我的人其实很38 很自恋
我有看到
我不接受没有原因的道歉
还你一句
对不起，谢谢

To : 1.1的距离
我很想抱住你讲谢谢的
可惜我不好意思
你出来帮我的时候
我很感动

还是那句 .. 谢谢

有那么一点无助

2010-09-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

怎么样才能独立一些些

不奢望别人的帮忙

习惯那么一点点现实的自私

随和那么一点点

不就好了吗 ..

That's why I damn hate doing group work, communication breakdown ?

我也不晓得为什么要那么复杂 x.X

2010-09-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

人总是让自己复杂一点
我也搞不懂为什么
别人是不太管啦
但是我也不知道我为什么要把自己弄得那么复杂

有些东西
不是你的就不是你的
我知道自己的程度到哪里
有些东西
我只能注定曾经拥有
因为到最后都是越走越远

忘记从何时开始
已经知道自己是背叛者了
(有自知之明其实好像不错 :] )

我在慢慢看什么时候
会再走远
我感觉得到

Grandpa happy birthday :D

5th month

2010-09-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

Words hardly describe anything right now,

Maybe few words will do

I love you

I don't really mind where to go as long as you there <3

Love Paradise - Kelly Chen

2010-09-04T12:58:00.000+08:00

Enjoyable Friday

2010-08-28T12:01:00.003+08:00

Gees. I've been watching 4 movies within this month !
Is it ? ><
Salt, Love In Disguise, Step up 3, Grown ups.
Your budget arh eva .. limited allowance !!

Recently addicted back to Pokemon xD
My favorite Pokemon - Eevee !!
She can evolved into 8 different forms including her original form
I personally like Espeon the most. Physic type Pokemon. Species : Sun Pokemon :D
Espeon has a great loyalty to it's owner if the owner takes good care of it.

I guess I've went far from the original topic.
We went KLCC for movie yesterday
The another couple have 1 while zp and I have 2 at once xD

Step up 3 is suitable for those who likes dance a lot
whether those that on the stage performing or either those below the stage enjoy watching them dance
It's bfab !! I tried to stop myself from dancing along with the music in the cinema.
It's just .. too wonderful.
All dance lovers, this is a must watch !

Grown ups it's just exactly as the description of it
*you start laugh till the end*
Indeed, I done the same thing xD
They're so many funny scenes inside and I couldn't stop laughing.

I've tried Auntie Anne's Pretzel (seaweed flavor) as my breakfast
and he bet it right. It's so delicious till I wanna have another one *yum yum*
we had our lunch at Sakae Sushi after the 2nd movie.
Btw, we've under-estimated KL's road during peak hours.
It's like hell == the traffic jam is very dangerous,terrible and horrible
and there's no ANY police come out and command the horrible traffic jam. Screw you !

That's the end of the day <3

脚印

2010-08-22T12:10:00.005+08:00

生活逐渐平淡
就如白开水一样
无味但满足

一步一步往前走
不是大步
是小步

我要的读书不是枷锁
然而有时会被周遭加锁
如何在当时拿钥匙解锁
又是另一个问题

PT2 成绩
T6 - 81
T7 - 69.5
T9 - 67.5
T10 - 67

无可否认这增加了我对自己的肯定
相信自己可以做得更好
会慢慢进步

要比人快的代价
就是拿别人在享受的时间
加倍付出
但别忘了找时间休息 :)

最爱你的人就是知道了你的缺点

依然留下来陪你走的那个人

清晰了又模糊

2010-08-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

PT 结束
回想起自己读书的态度
真的有种叫自己撞墙的冲动

从当初的坚定到现在的懒散
那种原地转圈的感受很强烈
不是不知道自己什么时候开始懒
但总是安于现状
不然就是意志力不够
没有坚持要改变状况

自我安慰地说下次会考得更好
但却不采取任何行动
怎么可能会更好
失败了就接受自己失败了
再多的借口你还是失败了

自己的人生意义
我还没找到
所以前路看似清晰
也看似模糊吗

你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚

PT1, Semester 2

2010-08-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

2 days more gonna fight for my PT1
and wth I'm doing here -.-

To be honest I still don't have any mood to study
omg omg omg.
I ~~will~~ PASS ALL PT1
Gonna delete the "will" word
or else it won't really happened this time

I pass
I pass I pass
I pass I pass I pass
I pass I pass I pass I pass
I pass I pass I pass I pass I pass
I pass I pass I pass I pass I pass I pass

I sure pass !!
rawr !!

what's happened to my phone bill ?!! Damn it ~ 117 bucks zz
We could be together.

Legal 18, 3 months and 100 days

2010-07-24T12:18:00.008+08:00

I actually delay my posts every time.
Well. oops =X

I found out this photo of mine inside my papa's phone lol.

and that proves that I didn't change a lot.

15/7/10
Get a hand-made cake from hubby. Although I knew it earlier but still feel very happy about it.
so cute la u >< I get a belt and birthday card from Berry, kl, cl and jess as well. Thanks youuuuuuuuuuuu ~ *mwahz*

And those who wished me through facebook,sms, and phone calls.Those unexpected wishes were really brighten up my day.

Then, My group mates celebrated my birthday on the next day.
Awwwh. So proud of you guys xD

from upper left to lower right:
Jess,CaiLing, AiLeng, Me, PeiShun

My laopo BERRY !! Thanks for everything
Although we physically divorced, but I still love you *love*

Happy 3 months with you too :P

Till today, 100 days. :)

Progress test 1 will be coming soon.
Get your attention on your books instead of computer please ~
Good luck everyone. :D

Second semester

2010-07-10T12:20:00.003+08:00

One week passed,
and I says, "I'm gonna be a dead man!!"
I'm taking T6,7,9 and 10
yea. T10 instead of T8. I couldn't afford the risk that I will need another half year to finish my CAT
Plus, CAT syllabus is changing to all MCQ next year which means, I gotta retake whole CAT again if I fail this semester.
fyi, T8 is a paper that consists 100% theory of audit while T10 is a paper consists managing finances.

It's getting a bit harder and I nearly can't catch up ?
oh no. no no no no no
I enjoy my studies !
wake up wake up. Wave your flag Eva !
you also having nice lecturers ~
Mr. Jana, Ms. Yu, and Mr. Simon
both Mr. Jana and Mr. Simon are definitely have their style in teaching
Mr. Jana lame jokes make us keep laugh and laugh for the whole lesson ;
Mr. Simon is the one that will teach tax so lively ;
Ms. Yu is a better version of Ms. Teh but I can see that both of them having same hark work to let their students understand.
Btw, Ms. Yu's notes is great ! :D

My friends are facing relationship problems and I hope you guys can make it through
There is always a bright sky after the heavy rain
Every effort that you put into it is worth
It will still a part of your memory no matter what the result is
"Make something clear is way more better than blur blur"

Signing off, I can't wait to watch Holland vs Netherlands match tonight !
Holland go !!

I need to work up. Seriously needed.

最后的松懈

2010-07-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

7月
代表着下一个学期的开始
还有代表着 ..
我生日要到了啦!! xD

早晨的天空
带了点可爱温柔的阳光
还伴随着任性的月亮不肯从天空爬下来
就在这片天空下
我们打了一场羽毛球走了一圈篮球场 ><
还有在云彩下的对话

有时候难免会遇到一些挫折困难
明知道能如何解决
却依然感到莫名的无助
渴望有人能倾听有人能明白
似乎可以从中分担了一些难过
还多了一份力量
到底是心理作用还是真的有用
还是由自己去衡量 :)

过后各自分头去不同地方
到中午在IOI Mall meet
去了一个意料之外的地方
自认 .. 表现不错? 我还是当回自己 :P
在高歌中结束了一天很是满足 ~

要开学了
各位加油 :D

太平静了. 有点受不了 ><

我吗

2010-06-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

前几天的一个post因为dc而拖延至现在
实在不该把夜晚的思绪带到白天
简直是对它的一种糟蹋

半年就这样过了
似乎比去年还过得快
因为太自在所以没发觉它流逝了很多?
今年的确自在很多少了学会,活动的忙

变得总再变
不变的真的不变过吗?
也许我对人的态度改变了
也许我对事的看法改变了
而你或许可以在吃东西的时候
还看到我的犹豫不决
"我到底要吃什么啊?"
I'm still me.

尽其所能后而顺其自然
友情爱情感情亲情都是如此
对过去的人事物我感情依在
只是会比以前来得淡
像你像她像我像他们她们
君子之交淡如水一切尽在不言中
接受了以前的自己才能向未来迈步
把情绪留在明天的昨天不带任何东西开始新的明天

连blog的心情都没了 :(
思想太空?
还是 .. :)

Holidays

2010-06-16T17:53:00.002+08:00

It's been weeks that I'm not updating my blog
Gees. My dear blog I apologize to you ><

Okay. Lot of things happened these few weeks
I had finally finished my final exam for T3,T4 and T5 yahoo!
I just studied two weeks for my exam while college actually given us one month
and spent time with my college mates for the rest of another half month
Playing badminton, hanging around, doing a little revision of my syllabus.
Oops ya. A little

Then, we had group study at Taylor's lake side campus, Berry's place and mine as well
We get another conclusion that I have to keep my Wii out of their sights or else they won't study efficiently
I strongly recommended you guys that the library of Taylor's lake side campus is fab !
It sounds weird since I'm a student from Sunway but it's really very true.
They got nice facilities and environment for students to study.

During exam, everyone was hardcore study. Trying our best to pass the papers
I just hope that I passed all the papers and keep going on the following one
no doubt that I even cried and felt desperate for my mistakes
But I'm not going to be defeated like this easily

Then, we celebrated after our T5 examination.
Berry, Jess, Zp, Kl, Zh and I went to Yuen,the buffet steamboat restaurant
I don't know how to rate seafood so I would say it's okay
Price is reasonable if you could eat much. RM20.80 per adult =D
We also watched FIFA at a mamak stall and I was kena shot by my parents for not going home on time. Berry, I still wanna thank you a lot.

The next day, went back to Penang with family for 4 days 3 nights
Enjoyed food, movie,visited some parks and wulala !
Time to go back KL.
There are so many delicious and cheap foods in Penang and I think I gained some weights = =
TaiPing is another place with nice view tho, I would like to visit it again sometimes

静悄悄的时候你会在干吗?

缘散继路

2010-05-31T19:39:00.002+08:00

谢谢你这一个月多的陪伴
让我体会了许多
也学会了许多

我看到也让我拥有过那种
那种少了一些成熟
而多了一点点的单纯倔强的心

今天
其实没有需要那么重本''
有缘再会 ^^

Clock strikes

2010-05-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

Tik tok tik tok
It's near.

那瞬间的永恒
就差那导火线
去点燃

紧张啦 ><
序幕即将揭开.

What I need

2010-05-16T19:25:00.003+08:00

I think I need a new computer.
Okay this is quite impossible so ..
I need a head set. The old one was spoil and I couldn't manage to listen music for nearly a month already =/ It's killing me !

Attended Scholarship Award Ceremony yesterday
All of my bestie weren't there. berry,cl and jess sob.
Tried to solo drive myself and success !
Met Bernice before the ceremony started at cafeteria
chatted a lot with kl,zh

I was nearly get killed by the boredom
They actually split us up by arranged the seat number for recipients
lucky that he's sitting near beside me so yeah. :)

Met one of the G4 student - wen qi. I like her so muchhhhhhhh wahaha
We actually bullied him together and I memang enjoyed ~
Oops. Sorry darl x)
Till then I realized that I forgot to take my camera along and missed the chance to take photo with various friends. Damn it.

Final exam's around the corner and I failed to study any of my papers
现在的情况好像在度假偷懒
说真的不太喜欢偷懒这个字
很为自己找借口的感觉
也对自己不负责任
也许求学问读书不能当是责任来看待?

也许我需要的是对自己有信心的那份勇气
不论是对我对你对他还是它

I never thought that you can be so sweet

2010-05-14T20:22:00.004+08:00

Although we just spent together for a few hours but I enjoyed it
We went for Sweet Brother @ Kepong (known as 甜品哥哥) for desserts
Maybe I picked the wrong dessert, not as delicious as I thought
Gonna try back Honeymoon next time.

Too bad darling doesn't like to take photo. no photo available :(
He requested me for going out for about 2 hours and luckily my mum allowed
He suddenly took out a huge box behind the seat and that's where the little fella came from.

I'm seriously in love with this cute little fella

Fully surprised by the sudden-popped-out fella and I stunned,speechless for a few mins.
Darling Thank You So Muchhhhhhhhhhhh
Thanks god that I managed to take it back to my room without being noticed by my parents but soon to bocor lol

*mwahz*

You meant a lot to me and I can't described it out
We still got a lot of things need to get through together
I may not be a good gf but I'll try to be one.
我很小孩子气在你面前总是容易发脾气
而你一一地容忍包容我说没关系
真的真的很谢谢 :)

问候

2010-05-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

最近还好吧?
距离我认识的你多远了呢?
蜕变成蝶了?
但愿一切安好
不，可能你一直都很好
也可能都没好过

我或许
应该
会在原地看着
静静看着
你蜕变
然后再看着自己
跌倒一蹶不振

其实，我已经不记得我什么时候醒过了
其实，我应该没醒过
你总有影响力把我推进崖边自我挣扎
一字一句崖边挣扎冷静平地重复
而你在看着
是什么样的脸孔在看
是什么样的情绪再看
而我在听着
月光下弹奏的夜曲

这时悬崖上挂的风铃很唯美

You said you would take care of me

2010-05-07T20:00:00.004+08:00

6th May
Malaysian Studies lecturer actually ffk-ed us for today's class
and unfortunately most of my classmates （included me) have been a good student,
waiting lecturer for half an hour till cai ling and I went down and asked the admin office about our classes.
they actually replied us :"Huh? Sure no more classes after exam la. You guys don't know about it ?"
Everyone was scolding Ms. Neetha for not telling us after that. Poor lecturer.

They're playing badminton while I was .. watching beside them =D
"they" referred to berry,cai ling,kl,zh and zp.
Nahh. I know I'm lazy =X
I'll surely play with you guys if there's another chance

Till then, I got the first date with someone else @1u

*Ignore me, I know my face looked fat*
yzp ! this one okay le gua ? you're looking good in this one ~

德国的一张罚单值得所有人深思

2010-05-01T21:46:00.006+08:00

德国是个工业化程度很高的国家，说到宾士，BMW，西门子……没有人不知道，
世界上用于核子反应炉中最好的核心泵就是在德国的一个小镇上产生的

在这样一个发达国家，人们的生活一定是纸醉金迷灯红酒绿吧
在去德国考察前，我们在描绘着、揣摩着这个国度
到达港口城市汉堡之时，我们习惯先去餐馆，已在驻地的同事免不了要为我们接风洗尘

走进餐馆，我们一行穿过桌多人少的中餐馆大厅，心里犯疑惑：这样冷清清的场面，饭店能开下去吗？
更可笑的是一对用餐情侣的桌子上，只摆有一个碟子，里面只放着两种菜，两罐啤酒，
如此简单，是否影响他们的甜蜜聚会?

如果是男士买单，是否太小气，他不怕女友跑掉?
另外一桌是几位白人老太太在悠闲地用餐，每道菜上桌后，
服务生很快地帮她们分配好，然后就被她们吃光光了

我们不再过多地注意她们，而是盼着自己的大餐快点上来
驻地的同事看到大家饥饿的样子，就多点了些菜，大家也不推让，
大有"宰"驻地同事的意思

餐馆客人不多，上菜很快，我们的桌子很快被碗碟堆满
看来，今天我们是这里的大富豪了
狼吞虎咽之后，想到后面还有活动，就不再恋酒菜，这一餐很快就结束了

结果还有三分之一没有吃掉，剩在桌面上。结完帐，个个剃着牙，歪歪扭扭地出了餐馆大门
出门没走几步，餐馆里有人在叫我们
不知是怎么回事：是否谁的东西忘记拿了?

我们都好奇，回头去看看
原来是那几个白人老太太，在和饭店老板叽里呱啦说着什么，好像是针对我们的
看到我们都回来了，老太太改说英文，我们就都能听懂了，她在说我们剩的菜太多，太浪费了
我们觉得好笑，这老太太多管闲事!

"我们花钱吃饭买单，剩多少，关你老太太什么事?"同事阿桂当时站出来，想和老太太练练口语
听到阿桂这样一说，老太太更生气了
为首的老太太马上掏出手机，拨打着什么电话

一会儿，一个穿制服的人开车来了，称是社会保障机构的工作人员
问完情况后，这位工作人员居然拿出罚单，开出50马克的罚款
这下我们都不吭气了，阿桂的脸不知道扭到哪里去了，也不敢再练口语了

驻地的同事只好拿出50马克，并一再说："对不起!"

这位工作人员收下马克，郑重地对我们说:"需要吃多少，就点多少!钱是你自己的，但资源是全社会的，世界上有很多人还缺少资源，你们不能够也没有理由浪费!"

我们脸都红了。但我们在心里却都认同这句话
一个富有的国家里，人们还有这种意识

我们得好好反思

我们是个资源不是很丰富的国家，而且人口众多，平时请客吃饭，剩下的总是很多
主人怕客人吃不好丢面子，担心被客人看成小气鬼
就点很多的菜，反正都有剩，你不会怪我不大方吧

事实上，我们真的需要改变我们的一些习惯了，并且还要树立"大社会"的意识，再也不能"穷大方"了

那天，驻地的同事把罚单复印后，给每人一张作纪念，我们都愿意接受并决心保存着
阿桂说，回去后，他会再复印一些送给别人，自己的一张就贴在家里的墙壁上，以便时常提醒自己

人们总说节省资源爱护地球
但能真正做到的能有几个
从这些小习惯就能明了

Low Key

2010-04-30T13:04:00.003+08:00

As you guys wished.
I came here and updated something else.

No more trial thingy =)

总想写些什么

2010-04-27T21:51:00.003+08:00

心情缺了一个角
在刹那的清醒中处理了一些事
然后再沉陷
总觉得有一丝愧疚

昨天的我如此
今天的我亦如此
那明天的我是否也如此?
这是个我现在没有答案的问号

人所说的下定决心
很多都只是心的一半
意志也是一半的
事情自然地只完成了一半

我想找回另一半.

Trial

2010-04-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

两个字
zap sang.

一个罐子跟两杯咖啡

2010-04-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

这一天的哲学课，教授站上了讲台

他却不发一语，只是从讲桌底下拿出了一个空的美乃滋瓶罐

接着他拿出了一袋高尔夫球

他把整袋的高尔夫球塞进了美乃滋空罐里

然后教授就问学生同不同意这个罐子已经是满的了

学生们当然是同意

接着，教授又从桌子下拿出了一杯小小的鹅卵石

他慢慢地把鹅卵石往罐子倒

边倒边摇

不一会儿

所有的高尔夫球间的缝隙

竟也都填满了鹅卵石

这时，教授又问学生同不同意

这个美乃滋罐子已经是满了？

学生当然是同意

可是，话才刚说完

教授又从讲桌底下拿出了一杯细沙子

教授又用同样的方法

边倒边摇的把沙子填满了鹅卵石之间的小缝隙

教授又问了大家同不同意

这回罐子是真正的满了？

同学说应该是全满了，沒有空间了

想不到同学才刚答完话

教授又从讲桌下拿出了两杯咖啡来

开始徐徐地往美乃滋罐子里倒

直到两杯咖啡全部到进罐子裡，一滴也不剩

倒完咖啡后

教授笑着对同学们说：

『现在的美乃滋罐子才是真正的满了啦。』

同学们也跟着笑了起來

就在整个教室的欢笑声里

教授说话了

『你们知道我今天做这个表演，是要告诉你们什么吗？

我是要用这个美乃滋罐来告诉你们一个道理

一个关于我们一生的哲理

这个美乃滋空罐就是我们的人生

高尔夫球就是我们生命中的一些大事情

例如：上帝，家庭，小孩，朋友，健康，还有你的摯愛。

生命里沒有那些小鹅卵石或沙子是沒关系的

可是要是缺了这些大事情

我们的生命根本沒有意义。

小小的鹅卵石就是我们生命中的其他的事情

例如：工作，房子，车子等等東西。

至于那细沙子就是我们生命中的小事情

那些细微不重要的琐事。

今天我的表演....

如果是一开始就先把细沙子灌满美乃滋罐子

那就根本沒有空间好放入高尔夫球跟鹅卵石

同样地，如果我是先倒鹅卵石

那也是会沒有空间好給高尔夫球。

我们的生命就是这样的

如果你尽是把宝贵的时间花在细微的琐事上

你就不可能有时间去处理重要的事情。

所以，我们该多花时间去注意

那些会关系到我們快乐与幸福的事情

多跟我们的小孩一起

多去陪陪我们的父母、祖父母，多些时间給家人

多注意自己的身体健康

不要担心家事做不完

不用担心房子还沒粉刷

不要担心花园还沒整理

我們会找到时间来做这些事情的

先多花些心思在那些重要的大事情上吧!!

生命只有一回

我们把事情的轻重缓急跟优先顺序弄清楚

生命才会有意义

教授说到这里

有个同学举手了....

教授，那两杯咖啡又代表着什么呢？

『我很高兴你问这个，』教授回答道

这两杯咖啡就是要告诉我们

不管我们的美乃滋罐看起來是装得多满

我们总是可以有空间跟朋友一起享受杯咖啡的！

我们的一生似乎总是这么的忙

有这么多的事情要处理

似乎是一天的 24 小時总是不够用？

如果你还是这么想的话

想想『一個美乃滋罐子跟两杯咖啡』的故事吧。

Music changes mood

2010-04-17T18:48:00.007+08:00

Music do helps sometimes
when you're in a bad mood.
And it just helped me =)

My college life never get bored because of my crazy classmates
although it's kinda busy this week, I still had fun
and finally, I got a BIG family ! a complex one too lol

The Complicated Family Tree

Monday
Had CSB presentation, everyone wore formal !!
Everyone looks soooooo professional, except me
I wore a dress in stead of wearing like OL since I don't have any nice collar tee
cl presented very well. I mean REALLY well
I bet most of the classmates get shocked by her performance x)
cl good job !!

My group ! zp's missing
from the left :
my big lao po - Berry,
me,
'brother' - CaiLing
YiLynn,
daughter - ChoyYoong

my big lao po ^^

Thursday
Last lesson for Mr. Bill's class. Mr. bill I gonna miss u ..
maybe just a lil bit. =X
And all of us were hyper that time

My second lao po here ! Viven

OUR "qing fu" - Sue May xD

from left : me, ai leng, slyvia, berry, sue may, liang bing

The emo hoodies gang

ming sung should be very happy xP

Solo emo

Darling I hearts you ~ xP
Potential actors =D

After T5,
berry,kl,zh,zp and I went Summit for sushi king and paid a visit to Taylor's lake side campus
we all had the feeling like "omg la I damn regretted to study in Sunway"
It's seriously leng !

inside sushi king =)

from left : me, zp, sai lou - zh

I damn suka this photo xD

Audi room. OMG la it's more like a mini cinema

=P

I like the blue sky Nice place =)

New changes again

2010-04-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

This time. with a smile on my face
10 April
Try to make me remember this date alright ?

Autumn's Concerto

2010-04-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

I just finished it yesterday while there's still a pile of works waiting me to get done

A must watch

Had a lot of fun the past few days.
Ghost story.April fool.Clash of the Titans :)
zp that gang started to get crazy and bully us
and that's very bad = =
zh damn cuteeeeeeeeee la ! xDD

你的破晓我收到了

童言无忌?

2010-03-20T22:25:00.003+08:00

"姐,我很想念xx哥哥,他不能当你的男朋友了啊?"

我还没有资格找回你
可就算有
我有那个资格让你再看上
那个曾经把你伤得
伤痕累累的女生吗

原来角落还有你的存在
真是见鬼了

哈哈童言无忌
何必在意
也许这只是我一个突然的情绪
也许我也会突然忘了
我有过这样的情绪
人总要向前看

I never thought that I still keeping this. Let this be a memory shall we ?
谁说我很脆弱就偏要不低头

They said I'm not cold hearted enough and should let u fly.

2010-03-18T22:51:00.004+08:00

The final exam of T2 is around the corner.
I mean. really corner. I just have to take a turn then. wu la ! Time to exam
Luckily that I had exempted from T1 so I can focus more on T2
Ms. Geetha, I'm gonna miss u :(
And ya. I seriously have a crush on my group
The course is pressure yet fun because of you guys - personnel power

Another thing that I want to say is that I felt sorry for myself.
My irresponsible attitude had broke one's promise and the worst is I've not yet finished the thing that I've promised few weeks ago.
An improvement for myself. I used to feel sorry for the others first but then I realized that I should felt sorry for myself more than others because I had actually broke a promise with myself too, which is a more serious matter. Still under the undeveloped categories

Eve : pss. Eva !
Eva : ya ?
Eve : Let's deal you won't on Facebook and msn for a week.
Eva : A week ? What's my reward if I managed to do that ?
Eve : Ice cream, deal ?
Eva : Okay =)

That's a reward power from T5
I used expert power to help my friends changed their blog templates
Do tell me if you guys are not satisfied with the skin and I'll improve it next time.An example of feedback control =)

I'm getting serious when I actually applying what I've learn into my life. Words in red font are those terms in my papers. Ignore it if you don't understand.

Can u try to win credit for yourself and be a little independent before I giving u up?

Week

2010-03-14T14:55:00.002+08:00

Time flies and a week past since last post.

10th March,Wednesday night, Asia Cafe

Companions : Berry, MingSung, Jess
A lot of laughter

11th March,Thursday, Secret Recipe @ Jusco
Enjoyed the time with wen and yi, 2 bestie of mine
Get my SPM result too. 2A+, 3A, 2A-, 3B+ and 1B
Total : 7As 4Bs
Weird feelings in the bottom heart
"I'm still a CAT student,
I still gonna resit my paper if I failed it even I scored straight A's in SPM."
- Class rep

13th March, Saturday :
Had dim sum as breakfast with Berry in Maluri before to campus
There were only aunty uncle having dim sum made both of us look weird
some more keep staring us -.-

Spent lunch time together with whole class and ms. Geetha by ordering domino pizzas
Campus having open days therefore free parking,drinks and BAGS ! xD
jokes always happen if there's something free.
Pretended a visitor and grabbed two bags *Satisfied*
Even guys doing that hahahaha

Dad fetched me after classes
Get shocked when I found out a Hyundai Starex waiting me
Dad finally get his new car and I still need to wait till April to drive my Serena ~
Had dinner with families @1u's 一心素. Waiters there really careless. 1 cup of tea and a glass of soya split by different waiters
Movie plan screwed up

- end of the day-

每个人都有他不同的一面
不为人知的一面
活泼宁静乖巧叛逆勇敢胆怯冷静情绪化
虚伪的自己真实的自己
那么多种的自己哪一个才是最真的
旁人又是否了解那个你
又是否看得清
没人说得上

他看到了几个自己
你看到了几个自己
我看到了几个自己
把你我他看到的自己综合起来
会不会是一个完整的自己
没人知道

而我认识的你
是不是最真的你
只有你自己知道
有时候甚至连自己也不知道
我只能说
我依然当你是朋友

Maybe you'll find a part of me in the rhythm of music
也许你会在歌曲里发现到我残留的情绪

Changes

2010-03-07T18:52:00.004+08:00

Had a small accident when I'm on the way back to home after fetched brother to taekwando this morning. A motorcyclist suddenly popped out when I was going to make a turn. Luckily that he's a nice person and just let me go. Unlike some people will ask u to compensate for the very tiny biny little scratches.

I know it's nothing serious but it really shocked me. I still can't control my emotion well cause I keep crying while driving back after that. Grandma comforted me. Not being calm enough when this happened.
IneedtobecalmIneedtobecalmIneedtobecalm.
and extra careful.

"Every opportunity is a chance to learn." - Mr. Bill
Mr. Bill, I'm learning !

I sat my Mock Exam for T1 and T2 yesterday. T1 for 78 and T2 for 68. I was not giving my best in T2. I became impatient till the end then submited it quickly. Berry, CaiLing and Jess don't give up okay ? I worried about u guys. Believe in yourself. Good luck in your re-sit exam tomorrow !

Met a crazy guy - ph in campus. We've finally met ! fuiyo. I know that you're damn happy la cool down cool down. Too bad I didn't meet up with js and rh. Do we still have next time ? I'm looking forward it.

Then, went pyramid with my group mates for lunch@wong kok restaurant and a little shopping @Diva and Walk In. Jess,Berry and YiLynn bought so many cute stuffs in Diva ! I wanted that purple hand band so much la sob. Jess went back earlier since she stomach pain.Both Berry and I finally get the shoes we wanted !
Berry :"I wanna buy heels !"
Eva :"eh ? I don't want it anymore.I'm tall enough, I need flats !"
Jess, don't jealous we got them with the cheap price, there's still next time right ?

I started to change myself. bit by bit. Yet unstable
Some changes might be good or might be bad.
I hope you'll understand

也许我不能陪你们畅聊一番
也许我不能陪你们疯狂熬夜
也许我不能陪你们看戏唱k 逛街
请相信我还是你们的朋友不要吃醋
我本来就是到处都去出街的旁人一直换
明白的继续明白不明白的现在要明白

很喜欢主人的一句话
衰就衰这句有点惹会给人打死
"我忙的时候自己都顾不到自己谁理你哦"

Love ? I don't need it. I need family now.

Meow

2010-02-28T16:26:00.003+08:00

最近一直觉得上网很没意思

不想找人聊天

谁都不想

我没事情

不要硬说我有事

难道我想任性一点不想与人接触都要管?

没有谁有权力管别人的自由

Don't Trust me. - 30H!3
Don't trust a ho
Never trust a ho
Won't trust a ho
cause a ho won't trust me

whataya want from me - adam lambert
but sorry,
I just keep letting people around down

能像一只猫.
来去自由多好

Desa Park City

2010-02-27T21:00:00.004+08:00

Actually it's just some random pics

Even

I'm idiot -.-

在去年情人节突然间冒出的地平线烟花还有谁记得?
我只是偶尔回忆下那时的浪漫

One time

2010-02-26T17:35:00.003+08:00

The song that makes me smile recently.
It's just so sweet :)

One time - Justin Bieber

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

Me plus you (I'ma tell u one time) [x3]

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbing till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell u one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy (girl I love,girl I love you)
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell u one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy (girl I love,girl I love you)
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One time, one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause she is the one
And girl
You're my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure

Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell u one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy (girl I love,girl I love you)
You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love,girl I love you)

Me plus you (I'ma tell u one time) [x3]
One time
One time

All this shall pass

2010-02-26T04:42:00.005+08:00

Daddy's, Mummy's and my leg

Hello folks ! CNY is coming to an end and I kinda enjoyed it and ignore the less angpau I got.
Watched Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief and Little Big Soldier. Overall were not bad.
College started Monday and my class had a party with Ms Geetha :)

I hearts G3 *mwahz*

from left : CaiLing, Berry, Jess, Eva

huh ? who's this girl ? CaiYun ! I met her on bus =D we're posing weird pose lol

Normal look.

Apartment's view. Quite nice eh?

My Progress test 1 result for T5 came out yesterday. 34/100 yes. This is the lowest mark I've ever get and I'm not going to let it happened again.
Everyone's with the emo look. Seriously I feel sorry to myself for not giving the best shot.
"A good leader have to lead themselves well first." - Mr. Bill
So, I gonna challenge this task. Starting to lead myself

And today I've finally bought a new purse !
I ngam it since last year and it lasts for .. 4 months I think. *Good Mood*
Spotted it when I was wandering around the mall.
Visited Kennard too.
He looked so cute when he get shocked
and keep smiling with the solou look xD

New purse and my peach color nails. Credits again to jess =P

"I'm wondering that can I remain single for 5 years"
"You can't stop it when it really comes"
"I'll wait and see"

Fireworks again

2010-02-22T01:21:00.003+08:00

Nosier than the first day of CNY
School should give us another day break for it.
Bloody hell to piles of homework.

Photos coming soon :)

Don't ask me why. I'm lazy to rotate it.
Nail credits to Jess ♥

I'm fine without anyone. right ?
I kinda miss the Aries guy. :(

一个烟花的季节

2010-02-13T00:30:00.004+08:00

新年

只是一个烟花的季节

没有别的意思

今年的情人节

更不是我的节日

只是一个 2月14日

语言有能力摧毁一个人的自信
尤其是由父母说出来的
更是伤人

不需要问我是什么
你问的时候我已经不记得了

Shopping makes Sunday Sunday

2010-02-07T23:25:00.003+08:00

Venue : Sungai Wang
Companies : Cousin - Even, Aunt Lui and Even's cousin.

Even.Eva.Aunt Lui

wth. He's so tall.

The very first time I shopped in my whole life. 11.30am - 4.30pm omg my legs get killed !
I'm joking ? means you're not know me well
Girls can be very dasyat when they're shopping -.-
Even be my ''fashion designer'' today. thanks a lot darl *mwahz*
I've spent 185 bucks for 6 clothes and 4 pants. quite worthy righttt ? idk.
the main point : all of them are either black or white
My world's fulled of black and white weeeee ~
Don't ask me I wanna know too. I wanna buy colorful T-shirts but ended up s.t.i.l.l black & white.
Can anyone explains? sweets for reward :)

My bargains LOL

Aunt Lei brought us to have some nice lunch & rojak
I like the rojak a lot ! It tastes like Air Itam's asam laksa x)
*Air Itam is famous with their asam laksa in Penang*

The rojak

Called yw to ~~kacau~~ accompany me since there's nobody at home when I get back
My families went to watch Avatar 3D @ 1u.

Oh ya, did I mention I got test last 2 days ?
my PT1 (Progress Test) for T5 (paper 5) and PT2 for T1 and T2
I think I'll failed my T5. I ain't study much :(
I've dropped 10 marks compare with PT1 ! how sad.
T2 dropped 2 marks -.-
err. at least still passed ? sighs.

I gonna throw my stupid phone away and change a new one.
but will my mum agree ? sob. hopeless

So ? I just simply love bear. ♥

Changed Blog Template

2010-02-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

It changed my mood as well. :)

I'm having fun with u guys

2010-02-01T09:04:00.003+08:00

Yeah.
I always update unpunctual -.-

29/1/2010
I supposed to back ch for attend the new year fair.
BUT. my classes ends at 12.30 sob.
so I've chosen to spend my next few hours with my CAT classmates :)
Me.Berry.CaiLing.Jess.Jess' friend - Vivien.
Vivien.YingXing.KaMay.Casey.SueMay.Daniel.David.
MingSung.MingHan.Michelle.Angel.YingRui
*update photo later*

First, we went for a movie named Tooth fairy.
Overall was not bad. rated 3.5/5
omg. that little girl inside movie so cute ><
We went in cinema after the movie started
aiyo. so embrassing. and I fell =X
nobody see that right ?

After that we were seems like walked seperately
Michelle them went shopping, Daniel them went for basketball
while the rest of us chit chat @ zen.
Jesseca and her friend left earlier to attend BLG concert.
She won a pair of tickets from hitz FM. What a lucky girl !

CaiLing.Berry and I had to go earlier
Berry wanna avoid traffic jamx2 and both of us wanna get on our bus.
Till the end. Berry fetched me home since she's passing my house.
Awwh. you so nice *mwahz*

Next time outing, We have to plan first.

30/1/2010
Even ffk-ed me and went to arcade with her aunt.
The shopping mood was totally ruined :(
ended up stayed at home emo for whole day
My grandma asked me to accompany her for the tai-chi-something-annual-dinner at night Kinda boring tho. zz same as she lol
We decided to leave earlier and went yum cha @ bakery shop called jing du
and of course.I cam whore again =X
*Photo uploading soon*

31/1/2010
Suddenly sick for whole day
lying and rolling at bed but couldn't sleep
it's been a while that I sicked from last time -.-
Torture !
Kennard gave me a surprise after I've finished my homework
Weee ~ syok x)

Till then,ciao.

you won't wanna know how important are you for me right now.

Cancer girl = Emotional.

2010-01-23T18:42:00.006+08:00

I get freaked out again for few days due to some specific reason
Classmate had a quite-over-jokes on me
and then I get mad. Jumping around my study room

I know this is a very bad habit and it exits for years already.
I never change it. or maybe don't have the determination to change it ?
I didn't make a wise choice at the first place, chosen emotional in stead of tell him his jokes was too over
I'm really sorry about this but I think it still hurts you a lot
but hey, no more next time okay ?
or else you'll really die sooner lol.

I had my PT1 for T1 and T2 paper
I was panic like hell when the moment I clicked submit button ><
I didn't study what ! I fell asleep last night sob.
and wulala ~! I've passed !! weee ~ *clap clap*
Huh ? what ? ya lah. I got test for just 3rd week of opening school.
CAT course is a rushing course. Lecturers are keep rushing our syllabus ~

Oh ya. Talk about my classmates
I've met a lot of kind and funny classmates x)
feel so lucky to know u guys, let my life won't be boring just with books
made a lots of jokes and laugh till stomach pain lol ~
Credits to Tiffany,Jesecca,Vicky,AiLeng and etc.
Gah Yao together ya =)

Thanks to ph.yw and Kennard that always besides by me all the time
and the stupid Kennard really blind. Wearing specs still so blind
You know what've happened. Blind duck ! xD

Gotta go. ciao ~

I found a very cute pieces guy. =P

Obstacle

2010-01-17T16:58:00.007+08:00

Eva's back.

Tada !
I'm still alive ~!!!!!
After the torturing classes.
Thanks god x)

Quote from Ming Sung, "you like blur blur 1"
yes. I'm still blur for everything, but I'll try my best
the stupid paper 5. why are you so hard to understand sob.
yes again. My English is very bad. I can't understand those hard-like-hell (for me) English
Biggest obstacle huh. Think so
and I'm talking "cacat" English compare to those omgwhyaretheytalkingsofluent English

3E : Even, Elaine, Eva

Review to the past, you can see all of us wearing white shirt on the photo above
My great grandmother passed away on 1st of Jan. we rushed back to Penang and stayed for 4 days.
We took a lots of photo since we're getting bored and bored. lol
Ah tai sry ><

Eva and her favorite grandmother
She taught me a lot since I was small
Love her so much.

Went to have dinner@Kepong Food Court with wei Thu.
Went back school, had movie and dinner@Kepong Jusco with Kennard Fri.
Gees. Kennard really gentleman. I've shocked lol.
No photo available. :(
I should bring my camera all the time. rawr.

My schedule is tight. I have to study harder
( Ya the lazy Eva is studying every night now)
Most of my friend hardly find me
even sms and calls. especially when you guys in trouble
I feel helpless. and maybe the other side of you still waiting my reply
or maybe desperate already ?
Please remember I'm still with you even though I'm busy
I'm still loving you guys.
Exam's tomorrow. Ciao ~

Surprise !

2010-01-11T16:44:00.003+08:00

I get shocked
yes.A big surprise for me
I'm going to start my class on TOMORROW !

why ?
because my parents suggested me to enroll in Jan
since they've just started for a few days
I can still catch up with them
and I AGREED. ~~shyt~~
I'm still thinking why I had agreed it -.-
even though I stunned for a few seconds when I heard it
Honestly, I haven't get ready yet.

Okay.
I'm scared and worried
the possible reason for it ?
Afraid of new environment I guess
and I'm a late-registered student
ei. feel weird if the whole class of students watching you like a freak and ask "who is this arh?" lo ,okay ?

And, I have to take bus.
yeah.bus. 6.30am and 5.30pm everyday
if I missed it. greet me please ~
so it doesn't matter when I finished my class
because I'm still gonna wait till 5.30pm ! ~~wth.~~
I complained but my dad said,
"You just stay in the library for study lo !"
= =''

I've met Chee Hoi there just now.
how 'high' I am to meet a friend ><
Wish me good lucks ?
Ciao.

I hate when dad's gone mad :(

很享受的一天

2010-01-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

其实这个应该是要在昨天写的 ><
经过几番挣扎
决定抛开那些该死的负面情绪让自己过得快活一些

没有想到我会在凌晨接了一通来自新加坡的电话
对啦就你啦如果你有看的话 ><
聊了一个小时多
有难过有开心
但是更多地是
让我更清楚了解我到底需要什么
其实不需要你说
我偷偷发现到一些需要改善的地方
我没有反思过一整天下来我做过的东西
我没有消化到我处理事情的一些想法
还很严重地把它堆在脑袋里面
导致脑袋阻塞不通 -.-
真的很谢谢你的这通电话
幸亏你不在马来西亚我不在新加坡
要不然天天写report的日子应该会把我压死 ><
还有.你最好不要再有机会让我想把我家的鞋全部丢去新加坡
因为这个后果很严重. 我咬人的啊

今天我就来了一个深呼吸
把旅程丢去旁边
还有薇陪在我身边
很耐心地等我
跑回学校交书给人再跟朋友吹水
享受了跟子杰老师一起吃早餐的时刻
站在食堂走廊跟慧媛老师谈天
在办公室kacau娜娜老师
还有两个人在咨询室很不客气地锁了门
在里面吹到天翻地覆哦对咯
yw.我的B片咧?!
我很享受这样的早上
只是那个该死的guard很 ..
明明整箱书是要给同一个人的
结果还要我特地跑出去校门口
一堆一堆地从篱笆pass进来 = =
什么烂规则 ~

后来故事里两个很38的女生
跑到了某一个男生的家
再继续地吹水
直到后来男生的妈妈要带一家人出去吃午餐
两个女生才很匆忙地飙去了其中一个女生弟弟的学校
帮忙交学费和买书
期间女生居然很白痴地要跟在小学生后面跑
还被另外一个女生笑
再很白痴地两个人一手拿着书单一手拿着resit在对帐
走到了附近的MacDonald
开起laptop处理论坛的事情
一边吹水一边处理一边吃薯条
另一个女生很勉强地吞了她很大个的面包
找回了两个女生刚认识的那一天
2009年4月6日半夜
回顾那几天的conversation
发现到了让两个女生笑到拍桌子肚子痛的对话
那时候女生刚加入论坛的管理层
管理层正在开会时的一部分对话

"呃..要委任她做管理员是没有问题的 ~"
"只是hor"
"积分:5 发帖量:5"
"哦哦"
"证明她没有灌水嘛"

现在想起来嘴角上还会挂着似笑非笑的怪样子
直到下午6时多
另一个女生的弟弟打完篮球过来MacDonald
等那两个自high的女生冷静下来再回家
一通电话很无意间地让女生说了一句
"有这样的弟弟真好~"
回到家另一个女生很兴奋地call来问
"eh, 我弟弟要你当他的干姐哦你给没有?"
就这样有一个小男生多了一个干姐
而有一个女生多了一个干弟
那时候那个女生是笑着说好的

就这样很享受地过了一天 =)
我好像是时候找一份工打了咧
顺道一问
有人要买花生饼吗?一罐一罐的 ~ 一罐RM15
p/s : 你看我还帮你打广告! xD

Although I'm trying hard

2009-12-15T17:48:00.003+08:00

Yet
still don't used to be typing blog in English.
用华文写有一种莫名的亲切感 =)
Justin, you better find someone help you translate my post xD

考前特有的不安
是最后一次了吧?
全国学生同时停笔的那一刻
SPM 结束
手中握着的离校证书和预考成绩
提醒着我不再属于这里
终于离开了
代表我要把5年的酸甜苦辣牢牢记在心中
也代表我要在别的地方开始新的生活
还代表什么吗?

为了纪念你们
我又在昨天最后的华文作文
硬是写了进去
在写入神的同时
恍然发觉视线再度模糊
擦拭掉继续写
然而我没有写完真相
即写不出也不愿写
所以我改了一点点
改成完美收场
这样会不会很自私
会不会很以为?

"不知从什么时候开始，成了一个众人皆佩服的女孩儿
也不知从什么时候开始，学会把自己伪装得坚强起来
因为没人能依靠，而他们却把我解冻了"

你们依然是上帝给我最好的礼物 =）
我的最爱失败的孩子

今年说长不长说短不短
我很受上帝眷顾
不止得到了一份礼物
也得到了一个知己
安啦就是你啦
不要再跑来问我是不是写给你的了
猪 ! xDD
彼此获得知己的机率是不是很高?
不然我们怎么会那么巧 =P
薇友谊永固 =)

偶然之下
居然遇回了以前功夫世界的玩家
还混得很熟..一下 xD
最近又好像不熟了 ><
都说我不擅长维持人际关系的
谢谢你陪过我过无数的漫长夜晚
一起疯言疯语 lol
还不知情的你可以去撞墙了

在了结走秀和跳舞的愿望时
认识一群小瓜
陪我过了下半年
比赛的时候
我又无意牵了红线 xP
有情人终成眷属啊 ~
我很羡慕下 ><
对不起，谢谢

预考成绩拿在手上
4A7B -.-
父母说可以拿去apply college了
然而我犹豫
应该1月去还是3月?
如果选择3月我得迟别人3个月才能毕业 =(
休息也需要代价

下面的考试时间表
取代而至的是我的行程表
各位假期愉快 =)

She said everything will be fine

2009-12-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Seems like a lots of people sicked these few days
I can do nothing but just bless
Season changed fast
So, do take care yourselves eh ?

I was tidying my books
and I found there's many repeated books like
Chinese text books
Kerusi
The Pearl
gosh. How I'm gonna sell them ? =(
Any one interested ?

Had a chat with Yida and Allen last night
They considered as my old friends I guess ?
Junior's incident already leh -.-
Surprise me that Yida still remember who I am !
Okay lah. I admitted I'm damn happy x)
You're still the same you as before
going to have your exam soon right ?
keep it up. you know I'm expecting a lot on u =)
and if you can found my blog
I have something to tell ya

"Yida, 有些事情我真的遗忘了
不好意思让你难过
从以前到现在你对我来说
都是遥不可及的梦
这是我设下的距离
保持这段距离对大家都好
别说你自私因为我也自私呢
好好加油哦 ^^"

"What's my difference compare with the old me ?"
"You became more emo than before"
=(

你还要平静多久

2009-12-02T02:09:00.002+08:00

长久以来的SPM
代表人生第一张有用的文凭
代表人生的另外一个旅程碑
代表生活另一段疯狂读书的日子
但是

但是
都不在乎
似乎考试的那个
不是我
是我在看

这样的平静似乎太不对劲
太静了
而Accounts打破这面镜子
让自己尝试了眼泪悬挂掉不出来的感觉
才知道
人似乎在最失望的时候才哭不出来
很想放声大哭很想发泄恨意
可身体却无法使力

另一个自己就这样
看着自己
微笑着

我尽量避免把自己反噬
跨过这关
继续当人 ^^''
笑着面对
来隐藏最情绪多变的我

这篇生日快乐不是给我的

2009-11-26T08:32:00.004+08:00

再一次我写了生日快乐的主题
但是今天主角不是我 =)

说起来有点 .. = =?
找不到形容词不好意思
我除了想撞墙还是想撞墙
我睡着了 ! damn it ><

昨晚打算等到12点来个祝福的
无奈该死的附数害我脑袋提早当机
坚持到前半个小时就正式关机了
能让我在12点前上床睡觉
可见附数对我脑细胞的伤害力不是普通的强

不是我反应太大
只是这人在我这5年里让我坚强了许多
解了我很多的心病
一个5年前认识的网友
成了5年后谈心事的朋友
诶不错嘛那么多年了 x)

第一年兴奋地加了一堆人让我们猜你的生日
第二年很兴奋地加你进conversation聊得天翻地覆
第三年只是一个平淡的祝福
第四年我在中国旅行没祝到 !! ><
第五年在打着blog忏悔

翻回history
发现到了一些很单纯的快乐
单纯的白真的很白
白得让人看了会会心一笑
而之后这种白色
在你决定为社会贡献的那一刻
就没出现过了
这个不痛的牺牲
使你的人生更有意义

我看死你不会看到这篇
除非你的blog有我的link
只是想单纯地告诉你
xz , 生日快乐 =)
还有照顾好你的身体 !!

躲

2009-11-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

避开众人目光
躲到世界的最角落
是害怕伤害
还是害怕被伤害

可角落也有被人注意的时候
没什么人能承受我的多变
真正能承受的恐怕只有一个
有些时候一些事情不需要多说
不需要华丽的点缀
就能弹出令人动容的感动
这种感动
不会让全世界感动
但是它却感动了自己的身。心。灵

"哎呀,只要我知道对你来说我也是最close的那个就够了"
有时候感动只需轻描淡写 =）

Stressed is just desserts if you can reverse it.

2009-11-24T13:39:00.003+08:00

他
在读书

他
在背公式

她
在啃书

她
在做数学

我
在上网

我
在听音乐

不是万事俱备
只是贪得一时悠闲

在那灯火灿烂的舞台上
你怎么叹息了?

一种天气十种表情
百般心情千种风情
是谁在那舞台上
轻轻地叹息?

脚上的黑色铃铛隐约闪着它应有的光芒
腕上的紫色银链仍然耀着它独特的黯然
让舞姬有着平凡却也耀眼的独特风格
跳。跃
继续舞

SPM = Sedia Pergi Main / Sila Pergi Mati

2009-11-18T00:45:00.003+08:00

As you read,
I'm trying to write my post with English again
(to face my English paper)
7 hours ++ left to SPM
okay. I'm finally started to panic already -.-

you'll feel Sejarah is way more easier than Malay
when you starts to do some revision on Malay
gosh TT

Just went back home few hours ago
Overnight at Teh's place with other SPM candidates of failure's child for 1 day
Teh thanks ya
I treasure the memory we've been through the night =)
The dinner that I hardly finished my foods because of endured those funny jokes

My heart started to pain
It happens when I give myself too much pressure
Trying to relax but it seems like useless
Maybe I should get some sleep now and fight for tomorrow !

毕业

2009-11-10T13:12:00.002+08:00

不是我要上来写 ><

高三们恭喜啊
你们毕业了 xD
我也要毕业了
为什么高二离校生没有毕业典礼?!
我要投诉 ~

6/11是我中学生涯
最后一天上课
没能说什么
带了相机跟朋友们拍照留念
却没拍到最重要的

让我留下遗憾的
是你们
人总是不到离别不懂得珍惜
但是没有离别
怎么显得出在一起的美好?

在班上融不进的感觉还是很强烈
有些世界不是你的
就不是你的
我也认了 ><''
还是谢谢附近的人让我觉得我不是透明的 xP
(汗这个被动会害死人要改一改这个习惯 -.-)

失败的孩子
都叫你们不要那么过分的啦
尤其是你你你
对你啦
teh-o-ice
写得太感动会让人催泪
明知道我想再坚强一点的 ><

很谢谢你们今年带给我那么多美好的回忆
真的很多
你们是在我这一年最好的礼物
我似乎没有在网上留过对你们的感想
我还是决定不写
有些事情不写出来会比较珍贵
那些回忆的片段
我记得我都记得

在领袖营的相遇.那颗苹果.那些盆栽.
新春庙会在ts唱k唱到十二点.
M群里聊到三更半夜.
Milo生日.
Desa Park City.
情人节一起度过单身情人节.
看合唱团表演.
做环保酵素.
在ahbi家过夜筹备营.
Mutiara开会.
Jusco去买材料.
mamak档.
孤儿院.
BBQ.
学校的各个角落.
庆祝teh的生日.
这一届领袖营开会后去yumcha.
谢谢你们一次又一次地包容我的任性
给我肩膀给我拥抱

我记得
红色是属于我们的颜色
嗯我们的
31/12/09 我们来倒数好吗?

你看 -.-
写毕业写到来你们这里
你们真的是很够力的 ><

主人乖.表哭
小虫一直都在你心中的 =)

我很努力地.
让这篇文章没有那么"凄凉" LOL

我只是想要把最真诚的笑容留给你们
耀眼的红与我们同在
被覆盖的红色圈隐隐闪耀
闪耀着它应有的光芒

毕业典礼那天心情很复杂
但是我没哭 =P

没有永远对的价值观

2009-10-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

转贴自email里面的一篇文章
有意思 =)

<<你的决定灭了谁>>

朋友手拿一份報紙，說讓我做一個小小的測驗，我欣然同意了。

問題一：如果你知道有一個女人懷孕了，她已經生了八個小孩，其中有三個耳朵聾、兩個眼睛瞎、一個智能不足，而這女人自己又有梅毒，請問，你會建議她墮胎嗎？

我剛要回答，朋友制止了我，又問我第二個問題。

問題二：現在要選舉一名領袖，而你這一票很關鍵。

下面是關於這三位候選人的一些事實：
候選人A：
跟一些不誠實的政客有往來，而且會咨詢占星學家。他有婚外情，是一個老煙槍，每天喝8─10杯的馬丁尼。
候選人B：
他過去有兩次被解雇的記錄，睡覺睡到中午才起來，大學時吸過鴉片，而且每天傍晚會喝一夸特的威士忌。
候選人C：
他是一位受勛的戰爭英雄，素食主義者，不抽煙，只偶爾喝一點啤酒。從沒有發生過婚外情。

請問你會在這些候選人中選哪一個？

朋友讓我把答案寫在紙上,然後告訴我說:
候選人A是：富蘭克林•羅斯福（Franklin Delano Roosevelt，美國第26任總統），
候選人B是：溫斯頓•邱吉爾（Winston Churchill，二戰時英國首相），
候選人C是：亞道夫•希特勒（Adolf Hitler，1933年起任德國總理，公認二戰發動者）。

我聽了答案驚訝地張大了嘴巴。

朋友表情凝重地問我：
你是不是為世界人民選擇了希特勒？那你會建議這位婦女墮胎嗎？

朋友說：你殺了貝多芬，她是貝多芬的母親。

我又一次吃驚地張大了嘴巴。

朋友說：嚇一跳吧？本來你認為很好很人道主義的答案，結果卻扼殺了貝多芬、創造了希特勒？

最後朋友總結道：所以不要用既定的價值觀來思考事物。

我抓過朋友手中的報紙，原來真是一個測驗題，題目是《你的決定滅了誰》。

重要的是，不是我們在哪，而是我們要往哪走……
如果你知道往哪走，世界會為你開出一條路

家庭.朋友.自己

2009-10-31T17:10:00.002+08:00

今天祖母生日呢
现在这个时候才知道
愧疚得很
祖母都很疼我们几个

我还记得小时候
放学后在祖母家的餐桌上做功课
每一次做完功课后
她总是在我完成的那一页
用手指画了一个很大很大的星星
比老师给我的星星大好多好多
那种开心的心情仍然还在我的心里
那个温馨的场面依然深烙在脑海里
也是因为这份心情
使我在中小学时期还能保持良好的成绩

还有一次小时羡慕可以驾车的时候
我告诉她 "会驾车好好哦可以到处去"
她笑笑地回应我 "以后我教你学车好不好?"
到现在..还记得呢

是不是该感叹我小时候对父母没什么印象啊 -.-
认真地回想也只是想起了父亲狠狠地打骂我弟弟而已

昨天父母要我放弃毕旅的那三天
那样每年出国旅行的计划就不需要那么麻烦
我以婉转的方式表明我的立场
母亲就说了一句
~"哎呀你都跟你班的人不熟的还要去啊?"
>"你又知道?" (我没告诉过她这件事)
~"你以为我不知道咩~跟你比较近的朋友都不是你班的啦"
有点犹豫
那时候差点讲"我跟你们也不是很熟啦" -.-|||
幸亏没讲出来要不然 .. ^^''
能的话我都不要去 =X

统考生都结束了他们的考试
初三迈入高中生涯
而高三迈入另一个人生阶段
面对即将离别的学校同学
都有着说不出的依恋

自己呢
明年我没有继续读高三
所以我也要毕业了
但是我会依恋这里么
好像没有什么值得依恋的
另一方面
面对SPM的日子不多
开始苏醒了

星期三的表演
让我精神抖擞
血液在沸腾中

最后
献上最真挚的祝福
祖母生日快乐 =)

落日

2009-10-29T19:15:00.004+08:00

抗压性特好的我
到现在仍然对课本无动于衷
放弃催我的念头
没用啦 -.-''

只是想上来写些什么
认真的
我很不喜欢交代(私底下.公事你们懂的)
跟我比较熟的应该都了解
我N次的突然失踪 ^^''
能了解并不代表能包容
所以
在我还没改掉这个坏习惯之前
不想被我气死的就跟我保持距离
要不就干脆不要来认识我 =P

不知道要怎么表达近况的思想
我能接受别人问很多问题
但是不要让我感觉到受约束
朋友归朋友
我不要约束
我不希望有搞得好像天天24小时不离对方的朋友
而且这个也不太像朋友了吧? =____=
我需要天.空
我可以完全无视那瓶醋那罐气
只要再暗讽得我厌恶一点
那么久了看不出我只能是暂时的救生圈么

顺便谢谢那些想安慰我的
如果我没提起
就真的不需要提起
否则也只是会得到敷衍的回应
搞得双方气氛都被我破坏了
不太好呐 =)

天.真的不太懂自己在写什么了
很没关联地想到一句我觉得有意思的话
"小问题只是一个问题
大问题也只是一个问题
跟平常一样处理就好了"
改版自"manual is always a manual, same geh" lol
Anyway, I've passed the test =)

今天的落日带了点深蓝色的云
让黑夜降得好漂亮 ^^

最重要的，那不是一个为了自我保护而混合了各种颜色的混合色

2009-10-28T11:35:00.001+08:00

(12:19 AM) ҲžŔç:	失控？
(12:20 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	嗯这几天都快进入失控状态
(12:20 AM) ҲžŔç:	那很好啊失控的时候是什么样子的
(12:20 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	因为感情失控我不觉得是好事 ==
(12:21 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	失控的时候我是没事啦会有人遭殃
(12:23 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	说白了也只是想找人陪 ==
(12:23 AM) ҲžŔç:	呵呵我可以陪啊
(12:25 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	lol 打算怎么陪?
(12:26 AM) ҲžŔç:	erm... 你要我怎样陪就怎样陪咯
(12:27 AM) ҲžŔç:	其实到现在我都还不知道你的心为什么会碎也= =
(12:28 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	哈哈那时候放太多感情不小心碎了
(12:29 AM) ҲžŔç:	是最近的事情？
(12:29 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	不是上半年
(12:29 AM) ҲžŔç:	那为什么突然碎了
(12:30 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	不是突然碎了是从来没有拼凑回来过
(12:30 AM) ҲžŔç:	前阵子感觉你还好好的
(12:31 AM) ҲžŔç:	都没发现你的内心有隐藏着什么可能我的读心术弱了= =
(12:31 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	因为没有去触碰
(12:31 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	所以看起来就没事 lol 最近有人把它挖出来 -.-
(12:33 AM) ҲžŔç:	呵呵
(12:33 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	前几天就差那么一点做错事情幸亏理智比情感多 lol
(12:33 AM) ҲžŔç:	其实
(12:34 AM) ҲžŔç:	你知道一个人从难过中康复的最好办法是什么吗
(12:34 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	不知道
(12:35 AM) ҲžŔç:	有一颗想康复的心
(12:35 AM) ҲžŔç:	其实人，都会犹豫当我不知道红色还是蓝色是对的的时候我就会走在紫色就算我认为红色对
(12:36 AM) ҲžŔç:	我也不会走在红色的正中间，而是边缘，贴近紫色
(12:36 AM) ҲžŔç:	人，都没有办法让自己承担所有的风险但是有些时候，颜色就是要分明红色也好，蓝色也罢
(12:37 AM) ҲžŔç:	但是最重要，那不是一个为了自我保护而混合了各种颜色的混合色
(12:37 AM) ҲžŔç:	要么，就难过下去要么，就康复如果走在这两个中间那么难过的程度会比走在难过那边来得更难过
(12:38 AM) ҲžŔç:	虽然，其实做起来真的会很困难
(12:39 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	还不知道自己要什么吧
(12:39 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	上一段恋情后
(12:39 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	我一直都觉得自己一个人很好的不知道为什么最近blur了 ==
(12:40 AM) ҲžŔç:	呵呵我知道为什么但是不要告诉你～
(12:41 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	= = 幸灾乐祸
(12:41 AM) ҲžŔç:	才不是是因为这是毒品
(12:41 AM) ҲžŔç:	毒品可以让人解除此刻的痛苦但是会带给他永远的痛苦所以不能告诉你
(12:42 AM) ҲžŔç:	但是能告诉你的时除了用毒品麻醉自己一个人能够克服难过的还有另一个东西
(12:42 AM) ҲžŔç:	那就是恒心
(12:42 AM) ҲžŔç:	想象各种结果假设你们在回一起
(12:43 AM) ҲžŔç:	我想，日子也不会像以前那样总会感觉有人勉强，总会感觉很不自然
(12:43 AM) ҲžŔç:	同时，你们也不可能回头，所以惋惜、后悔之类的东西就别想了
(12:45 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	我奇怪的是上一段我已经走出来了最近不知道为什么玩失控想找人陪 ==
(12:46 AM) ҲžŔç:	其实我也知道也～
(12:46 AM) ҲžŔç:	但是不能告诉你 ^^
(12:46 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	..''
(12:46 AM) ҲžŔç:	不如去睡觉吧？
(12:47 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	现在睡觉这两个字好像比较适合你 ^^
(12:47 AM) ҲžŔç:	呵呵那你为什么不去睡呢
(12:47 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	还很精神 -.-
(12:48 AM) ҲžŔç:	躺着就会睡着了
(12:48 AM) ҲžŔç:	你的dp 好像很多年了= =
(12:49 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	还好吧 == 最近没什么拍
(12:49 AM) ҲžŔç:	其实你的blog那个很可爱很圆有圆形艺术的味道
(12:49 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	呃谢谢 ==
(12:50 AM) ҲžŔç:	= =" 抱歉，听起来不像是赞美哦
(12:50 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	还好 ^^''
(12:52 AM) ҲžŔç:	嗯那就去睡吧
(12:54 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	==
(12:56 AM) ҲžŔç:	我大概得去了好累你真的不去睡吗
(12:58 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	再看吧
(12:59 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	哦还有中秋节快乐 =)
(1:00 AM) ҲžŔç:	恩你也是 nitez
(1:00 AM) I'm 3vA \| 永远?呵呵:	晚安

其实，谢谢

2009-10-20T17:46:00.002+08:00

ehem
Seems like a lot of friend know I'm taking drive exam today
received a lot of greet message from morning
say really. I'm touched ><
BUT
I let u guys dissapointed =(
I failed during went down the slope (!!!!!!!!!)

Dick,you're right.
Have to watch out "old" car
I've tried the clutch.the brek.but forgotten accelerator !
damn it -.-''

The only good news was
I've passed on the road. LOL

Thanks to Teh ( the very first one who sent me message =D )
Evo ( second one who sent me message )
Leo ( the first one who sent me message this morning ) [ woi song boh ? ]
then. JianFong.teacher *aww..hy u damn sweet*. JiangFong.BingYew.PeiShun.Merveen
cy.ph.loy. and someone I don't know LOL

There I met JianXiang.Jay and AhYi
nice to meet you guys ! =)
I don't really know the spelling of your name
so. sorry if any mistaken
Hardly believe that Jay and AhYi are same ages as me.
you guys look more mature than your age lorx !
All of them passed lol
Congratz =)

The End : I have to retake the stupid slope again for next Tuesday

In fact, I'm just a lazy student =(

2009-10-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

Well.
I've wasted another holiday again -.-
from this day starts,
left 1 month to my SPM examination
argh.

Congratulation to the other forms of student
exclude senior 2 and 3
you guys done well =)
enjoy the coming-soon-holidays

To senior 2 and 3,
senior 3's going to sit their SUEC exam next Thursday
senior 2's on next month
so. try to give your best shot =P
those who already starts study, keep it up
those who haven't ( like me ! lol ), wake up,move to your desk and study ! =D

Lucks to everyone.Ciao

悠闲下午

2009-10-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

头发长了懒得修
第一次把前面的头发夹上来
突然感觉凉很多 LOL

刚处理完数理团体的营员资料
松了一下 =)
学车回来后
脚还是有点软掉的感觉
踩Clucth踩太久了 --

在网络上到处闲逛乱晃
无意间在朋友的blog发现到弟以前的同班同学
才恍然察觉他们考完PMR了
正在庆祝
看一看身后的他
嗯还投入在游戏里
注定要跟同年的走不一样的路吧?
只是是好还是坏呢
愿沉睡中的你赶快醒来

结束之前来个扮可爱版

妹:"姐!你这样很可爱咧!!"
我:".. "
我:"你闭嘴"

交给时间做决定

2009-10-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

逆向.
都跟你说我会po上来的
独乐乐不如众乐乐嘛 xD

《狂汗武林》 by 逆向转贴者:3vA

Part 1

乌龙山

某日，乌龙山上，一对男女正在残破的孤亭里幽会。他们一个是某帮主的儿子，另一个是某派主的女儿，他们的父辈都有很深的仇恨。就如千年来的殉情故事一般，他们在不可能的情况下相爱了，爱得难分难舍。

“芳儿，恐怕我们再相见的机会渺茫了……”那少年轻轻叹道。
“不会的，剑郎。我们不是好好的吗？”依在他身旁的少女激动地说道。

少年紧紧把他心爱的女孩拥在怀里。良久，他才把她放开，凝重地对芳儿说
：“芳儿，我们跳崖吧！这样就没有人再能分开我们了。”
“嗯！”被爱冲昏脑袋的芳儿一点也不犹豫地答充了。他们缓缓走向崖边，慢慢回忆着他们今生的一切，顿时感触良多。

望向一望无际、深不可测的深谷，芳儿不禁害怕起来：
“剑哥哥，不如我们换地方跳吧？好高哦。”
剑郎无奈，说道：“好吧，我们去那边。”
结果还是那么的深….

“算了，芳儿，我们跳吧，再不跳我父亲就要来了。”
接着他们就跳了下去。一盏茶时分，他们还在往下落着……

“剑哥哥，我们为什么要跳崖呢？”

“我知道你患了重病，活不了多久……”

“没有啊？我只是略染风寒吧了啊？”剑郎狂汗……

“那么，你爱我，我也爱你，所以我们就跳下来了。”

“可是跳崖好玩吗？到了现在我们还没到底叻……”

“说得也是，这山谷也未免太深了……跳崖是要死的，我们这种叫着‘殉情’，死后就没有人可以分开我们了。”

“跳崖一定要死吗？”
剑郎开始不爽了：“难道你不是陪我跳崖吗？你不是要和我永远在一起的吗？”

“可是我只是答应跳崖，但是不想死啊……”
“我靠！”在深谷中传荡良久，余音不绝……

Part 2

降龙十八掌

话说当年洪七公教郭靖降龙十八掌时，以郭靖的天资，黄蓉的诡异，七公的扮傻，传为当地的佳话许久许久……

“靖儿，‘见龙在田’应该是这样的。”七公一掌拍在树干，树叶猛落，几根树枝打在郭靖头上。

“哦，就是说，借力打力啦？”

“？？？，你讲什么冬菇哦？这个是七分发，三分收的，哪来借力？”七公奇道。

郭靖一副愚庸样说道：“师傅你看。你，这样这样这样，再这样这样这样，结果树枝打到我，不是借力打力啊？”（其中不断比手划脚）

七公狂汗中，郭靖免不了头上多了几个包子。恰好，黄蓉来了。

“七公，我煮好了东西给你吃哦~”

“哇哈哈~有东西吃，苯徒弟自己慢慢，我不等你了……咦？人叻？我靠！比我还快？你给我死开，不准动我的鸡腿……”

黄蓉笑眯眯地看着他们俩，灵机一动，鬼主意又来了。

“七公~”

“啊？哈密咚咚？哇靠！你……你……别这样看我……别别……我挂了，请在哔一声后留言，我会尽快回复‘哔’……”恐惧之余，七公连手上啃到一半的鸡腿都丢在一旁不要了，没想到堂堂神乞看到小女娃儿水汪汪的眼神竟然脚软，趴在地上装死哪！

“我~要~学~轻~功~”

还没来得及拒绝，七公就被黄蓉一脚踩在脚下，嘴里吐着白沫，看来凶多吉少了。

“我要嘛~~我要嘛~~”

………………

当然，‘逍遥游’又被黄蓉那个女丫头抢走了，七公欲哭无泪，呆滞地坐在墙角，抱着双腿抬头望天高呼“天你待我何其不公”……七公，我精神上支持你！加油！

吃完后，郭靖又来烦他的师傅了。“七公，为什么每次我气沉丹田，扎马弓腰，右手画圆，左手虚捧成球的时候，两只脚一定会扭到的啊？”

“弄一次给我看……”

郭靖凝聚内力，顿时身周五尺内尘埃往外猛散，右手画圆时已青筋暴起，左手虚捧中隐约有内力外现，杀气逼人。七公不禁感叹“好小子，这么快有两下子，想来也花了不少功夫，我教的不冤哪。”

“师傅，我已经在扭着了，你看看吧……”

“扭着了还叫我看?还不快散功？我都不明白你怎么会扭到的……我靠！！！”

郭靖又在头上多了几颗包子，谁叫他扎马时两只脚往内弯曲七十五度呢？七公教的是往外啊……

Part 3

神雕侠侣

话说从前杨过在城前高楼大战金轮法王，阵势何等凶猛！正当大家依旧津津乐道的时候，一本古籍道出了当年的始末。这是当年所有在场的人士都不敢说出的秘密，却不知何人敢在书里偷偷记载着，只知道是城下一个练过顺风耳的士兵而已。

就让我们揭开当年的真相吧！以下就是古籍大概内容了。（私人注释由括号代解）

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《不能说的秘密》（考古学家狂汗中……）
（考古队队长发言：事先说明，以下内容我也不知道为何是这样的……5555）

偶是郭大侠城下的一个小兵兵，号称‘天下无敌纵横天下泰山北斗举世无双……（省略七百万字）’的“某人”。想当年偶是多么的勇猛，在山顶滚了三天三夜到了山谷才遇到了一个神仙，教偶仙法，赐偶灵丹，三年后终于大成………………

咳咳，不好意思，偶离题了，回归正题，当年郭大侠的小女儿被那个光头的（金轮法王=.=”）绑了起来，捆在木楼上，郭大侠和他老婆都不知多着急，于是偶就于心不忍啦，正准备出去救人时，一阵啸声传起，有两道白光而过，然后就是一只不知哪里来的大鸟冲了过来。
（考古学家与武术家连声发言：经过我们鉴定，那个小兵兵反应速度是普通人的慢三倍，所以才看不到其实是杨过和小龙女，也由于常识不足，认不得大雕。）

偶连喊数声，不见有人睬偶，也就大人有大量，放过了那两道白影，原谅两个无知小辈的胡闹，不过也就看小辈的本事稀松平常，还勉强可以搞得顶光头仔，就去上茅厕了。
（后加笔迹，也是当代的手笔）
偶靠！那小子在独孤求败（=.=”也是常识不足）和东方不败（我……无言）经过后吓得在那里叫爹叫娘的，还失禁了的！还是偶胆大，当场就尿了！
他隔壁的小兵兵

当时情况可说是惊险万分啊！杨过在楼上和金轮法王对拼时（终于认清楚是谁了），下面已经开始点火了。金轮法王也够卑鄙的，为了揭发他，我就把当时我听到的写下来。

（当时两人拳来脚往，却还有时间说话）

金轮法王：“杨过小子，有种就停手！”
杨过：“你当我傻子啊？停手还不给你打？”
金轮法王：“呵呵，我还真当你是傻的叻……”
（此时杨过狂汗，被金轮法王打了一下）
杨过：“喂！别过分了，你当我是傻的你还真当我是傻的我还当你是傻的你当我还是当你是傻的…………我是傻的？”
金轮法王：“哇咔咔，你还真是傻的……”
杨过：“…………（已经被自己弄乱了）我是傻的？”
金轮法王：“对！你就是傻的！！”
杨过：“哦，原来我是傻的，那么我应该做什么？”
金轮法王：“停手不打，给我打！”
杨过：“呵呵，你当我是傻的啊？停下来给你打啊？”
（金轮法王狂汗，被杨过打了两下）
金轮法王：“我受不了啦！！狂体兵解大法！”
杨过：“哇呀呀，金轮法王在大众面前脱衣啦！女孩们非礼勿视！！”
（杨过在呼吁大家投诉这个变态狂时，被金轮法王偷袭了，重伤无比）

金轮法王奸笑着说：“哇哈哈！看你还不死！”
（杨过在挣扎着，拿起了一只手）
杨过傲然说道：“当然还不死！”
（接着，不理身后的金轮法王狂吐，凝视着远方的小龙女）
杨过大喊道：“龙儿，你爱我吗？”
小龙女嘶喊道：“过儿，我当然爱你！”
杨过颤抖着说：“我就要死了，你……会想我吗？”
小龙女激动地说：“我……我……我……”
（小龙女掩面望树林跑去）
杨过失望无比，大声呼唤：“龙儿……龙儿……”

全场肃静一盏茶时分，没有一丝杂音。终于，小龙女回来了。

小龙女红着脸说：“大家不好意思，我刚才去方便方便……”
（杨过再一次吐血，金轮法王摇摇欲坠，但是杨过已经支撑不足，倒地了）
在杨过弥尔之余，情深之处竟感动上天，顿时狂风阵阵，天雷轰轰，万兵无不恐惧退后。一道天雷劈入杨过体内，杨过竟然缓缓站起！

杨过身上的伤疤渐渐消失，伤势也由重转轻。功力大增后，已经没有敌手了！

杨过指着金轮法王：“畜孽受死！”

正当杨过以雷霆之势往金轮法王一掌拍去时，一阵微风再过，金轮法王在吓得不轻下，一个失足，往下掉去，杨过也不小心跟着跌了下去…………

Part 4

千年人参

某日，某帮主得知某富豪人家孩子生了重病，需要千年人参才能治好，富豪更为此拿出了五百万两银子为赏利，希望能够救回孩子一命。自此帮主与帮众倾巢而出，明夺暗抢，计谋百出，终于在死伤无数的情况下得到了千年人参，连夜赶去富豪家，献上人参。

令人奇怪的是，出来后，帮主与随从们是得到了五百万两，却拿去做了善事，而且还退隐江湖，知情人士报料，此番影响是在富豪与帮主的谈话后出现的，那么，富豪与帮主的谈话就有问题了。

让我们来看看他们的谈话。（气喘中以{~}显示）
在此说明，富豪天生五音不全，惊吓过后更造成说话走音，气喘成病。

话说帮主进入富豪家后，热情招待，美女劲酒当然少不了，大概过了两个时辰，富豪召见他们了。

帮主：“在下某某见过刘老爷。”

富豪：“操！操！搓烂~就要人踩！来家遛狗，乱淫插到喔呀。”
（好！好！果然~一表人才！在下刘某，欢迎来到我家。）

帮主狂汗中，回道：“刘老爷过奖了。光临贵府甚感荣幸，不知千年人参对贵公子的病疗效如何？”

富豪：“很操！很操！喵~要人操，裙子遗精操了。诱老观亲。”
（很好！很好！疗~效很好，犬子已经好了。有劳关心。）

帮主身边倒了一片，帮主倒是好耐性，再一次问道：“老爷，我就实话直说了吧！最近我们帮会缺钱，所以听说您这里有一些奖励就来了，希望您能实现诺言。”

富豪：“操地！操地！奶韧，挖屋菜烂为胖猪，你人前跌~扑街佬。”
（好的！好的！来人，拿五百万给帮主，一分钱也~不可少。）

帮主与东倒西歪的随从们运着钱箱出去时，富豪在后头远远地喊出了一句话：
“切切小虾！切切梨！没油腻，儿子鼻血溢~炖鸡腿，我怕就尿床了……”
（谢谢少侠！谢谢你！没有你，儿子病痊愈~的机会，恐怕就渺茫了……）

夜

2009-10-13T02:28:00.002+08:00

夜幕降临
压抑着的情绪蠢蠢欲动
想爆发的心情
还是被自己狠狠地压下去了
心
还不够坚定
是吗

*被打乱节奏的舞步
惊慌失措

*捞起的一群鱼里
没有一个是你

*是否应随着心走

*思念悄悄蔓延心底
我却像不认输的月光
硬是把白天说成黑夜

*原来
原来心碎能让自己保持清醒

谁说失魂的雪不漂亮

突然想听钢琴声.

我胡言乱语了

Thursday

2009-10-10T21:19:00.004+08:00

I'm writing the post for few days ago lol

Thursday
Had my last subject of examination - Chinese Literature
Evo, I'm doing better than u weih ! xD
At least I written till last 5 mins

Then,
Met with Merveen,Captain and jf @ Mutiara
went Brem mall to try some dresses for prom night
yes.prom night.Eva's going to the prom night
you can see that I'm kinda excited since I've repeated it 4 times in 2 sentences
jf,Thanks for your push
or else both of us might be ended up standing outside the shop and try nothing ><

After that, we had lunch @ Wong Kok Restaurant
and went back studio for dance lesson
that taxi driver.omg so dangerous
he closed his eyes for 5 secs once ? ==
made us nervous and keep watching him drive

Then, Evo came to fetch me
Watched a Hong Kong movie - Rebellion
Don't know how to rate it
虽然打打杀杀的场面很多
但是它带出了一个重点
团结很重要

I had some practice using Evo's car
Darling, I apologize for scaring you because of my sucks driving skills
I've tried my best already ><

Photo's time !

jf kacau us lol

Take 1

Take 2 I'm in red LOL

Honey in white. Eva in grey

I love this dress =)

Mine.
Urrm. Will it be too simple ?

A Long Hair

2009-10-08T19:27:00.005+08:00

okay.
I'm copying the post from Merveen lol
We watched it on 26 of Sept
Thanks to Evo for fetching me here and there
Thanks to jf for "sponsoring" us the tickets
and the assistant of laboratory perhaps ?
Thanks for the ride
I don't know your name sorry

The show was nice
not only the storyline but actors as well
I just get informed that they will held it AGAIN
on 25,26 and 27 of Dec
anyone who interested can go and watch it
It's worth =D

Here comes the photos
- edited by Merveen
Venue : KLPac * damn I love this place so much ! Nice view *

On the bench

I like this one ><

Japan Restaurant @ KLPac

Got that feel ?

I'll try those Kimono someday xD

Me.JianFeng.Merveen

Friendship =)

I believe I can fly ~ lol

Sweet.^^

有不死之身又如何
一旦受伤
足以让它毁灭
长发三千年

虽然麻烦，但是值得

2009-10-03T16:43:00.002+08:00

最近在烦自己很不愿触碰的事情
嗯感情
处于潇洒和失控中间
突如其来的寂寞
措手不及的我
快受不了了
思绪飞奔

想起了很多人说
:"你很厉害漂亮开朗有气质品行好为人好功课好联课好条件超好的"
付出了那么多
这样的评价还不赖? lol
回想起那个恶整而意外收到的风
我还是会笑到肚子痛 xDD

无论冷酷好还是可爱好
我还是我
:"让他喜欢上的女生一定有她特别的地方"
:"她有喜欢的人了? !哎哟 xxx 没希望了啦"
说真的我目前为止还不知道哪里特别
有人愿意告诉我么? ^^''
感激不尽

有那么一度觉得平凡多好
会减少麻烦
但是在顺境中
怎么会有更大的进步
怎么会有现在的我 =)

突然的空虚
突然的寂寞
突然的难受
也没关系
回首向来萧瑟处
归去
也无风雨也无晴
平常心面对就好

想康复的心
是不是因为还有一丝期盼
所以停滞不前

我还是选择了潇洒
祝各位中秋节快乐

ps : 有什么发型适合我的?

自作自受

2009-09-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

人可以很犯贱地把自己的心弄碎
散落在各地
拼不回一个
想拼凑回
途中又再次放掉
心越来越碎
就快可以变成粉末泡茶喝了 lol

"姐你太相信他了跟他少接触会对你好的"
"我不会要你信不信只是要你好好照顾自己"
定义信任?

再次潜入水里，这次我要带氧气桶

2009-09-26T00:45:00.003+08:00

看着它
莫名的窒息感蔓延至全身
自己真的太粗心了吧
找不到其他能解释的原因
还是有种冲动想跳楼
真的是看了都觉得无法相信自己的程度 = =
我华文failed了
Paper 2 47/100
Paper 1 68/100
我理解能力有问题? =(

Going to Long Hair Concert tomorrow at KLPac 8pm-10pm
Honey's coming to overnight
and we'll go support Celica in his competition at Sunway Pyramid the next day
It's gonna be a great weekend =)
After that,no outing anymore
sorry to those wanna book me out ~
3vA's going to prepare her exams,competition and works

小健康提示

2009-09-25T04:50:00.002+08:00

最近朋友们好像都睡不着
去找了些对于睡眠有帮助的食物
都算是平常能看到的
不妨试看看 =)

1.食醋催眠：有些人长途旅行后，劳累过度，夜难安睡，可用一汤匙食醋兑入温开水中慢服。饮后静心闭目，不久便会入睡。

2.糖水催眠：若因烦躁发怒而难以入睡，可饮一杯糖水。因为糖水在体内可转化为大量血清素，此物质进入大脑，可使大脑皮层抑制而易入睡。

3.牛奶催眠：牛奶中色氨酸是人体八种必需的氨基酸之一，它不仅有抑制大脑兴奋的作用，还含有能使人产生疲倦感觉的作用。它是体内不可缺少的氨基酸之一，一杯牛奶中的含量足够起到使人安眠的作用，可使人较快地进入梦乡。

4.水果催眠：过度疲劳而失眠的人，临睡前吃苹果、香蕉等水果，可抗肌肉疲劳；若把桔橙一类的水果放在枕边，其香味也能促进睡眠。

5.面包催眠：当你失眠的时候，吃一点面包，能使你平静下来，催你入眠。

6.小米催眠：小米除含有丰富的营养成分外，小米中色氨酸含量为谷类之首。中医认为，它具有健脾、和胃、安眠等功效。食法：取小米适量，加水煮粥，晚餐食用或睡前食用，可收安眠之效。

ps : 女生还可以拿来做面膜，美白功能不错的 =P

7.鲜藕催眠：藕中含有大量的碳水化合物及丰富的钙、磷、铁等和多种维生素，具有清热、养血、除烦等功效。可治血虚失眠。食法：取鲜藕以小火煨烂，切片后加适量蜂蜜，可随意食用，有安神入睡之功效。

8.葵花籽催眠：葵花籽富含蛋白质、糖类、多种维生素和多种氨基酸及不饱和脂肪酸等，具有平肝、养血、降低血压和胆固醇等功效。每晚嗑一把葵花籽，有很好的安眠功效。

9.莲子催眠：莲子清香可口，具有补心益脾、养血安神等功效。近年来，生物学家经过试验证实，莲子中含有的莲子碱、芳香甙等成分有镇静作用；食用后可促进胰腺分泌胰岛素，进而可增加5 羟色胺的供给量，故能使人入睡。每晚睡前服用糖水煮莲子会有良好的助眠作用。

10.大枣催眠：大枣味甘，含糖类、蛋白质、维生素C、有机酸、粘液质、钙、磷、铁等，有补脾、安神的功效。每晚用大枣30～60g，加水适量煮食，有助于入眠。

11.促眠饮料：取洋葱100g切片，浸泡在600mL烧酒中，1星期后取出。以洋葱酒10ml，牛奶约90ml，鸡蛋1个，苹果半个榨汁。调和后，于睡前30分钟饮用。

12.莴笋催眠：莴笋中有一种乳白色浆液，具有安神镇静作用，且没有毒性，最适宜神经衰弱失眠者。使用时，把莴笋带皮切片煮熟喝汤，特别是睡前服用，更具有助眠功效。

13.核桃催眠：在临床上，核桃被证明可以改善睡眠质量，因此常用来治疗神经衰弱、失眠、健忘、多梦等症状。具体吃法是配以黑芝麻，捣成糊状，睡前服用15克，效果非常明显。

14.蜂蜜催眠:蜂蜜有补中益气、安五脏、合百药的功效，要想睡得好，临睡前喝一杯蜂蜜水可以起到一定的作用。

爱美的各位朋友们注意：

能减缓黑眼圈的食物在这里~

1.鸡蛋

　　由于鸡蛋中富含优质蛋白质，而蛋白质又能促进细胞再生，因此经常食用鸡蛋，增加蛋白质的摄入，对于缓解黑眼圈的形成是有一定功效的。但因人体每日最多只能吸收两个鸡蛋所含的营养，因此食用鸡蛋不宜超过两个。有些人习惯食用生鸡蛋，事实上，生鸡蛋极不易消化，还含有细菌，因此建议大家食用白煮蛋为最佳。此外，瘦肉、禽蛋、水产等也富含优质蛋白质，经常食用此类食物也有助于减少黑眼圈的形成，但由于鸡蛋的蛋白质组成和人体的最接近，所以吸收效果最好。

2.芝麻

　　芝麻乌发的作用人尽皆知，但其消除黑眼圈的功效可能就鲜人知晓了。芝麻富含对眼球和眼肌具有滋养作用的维生素e，从而能缓解黑眼圈的形成。既能使秀发乌黑靓丽，又能消除黑眼圈，一举两得，难怪有人将芝麻视为神奇的“魔法食物”。除了芝麻，富含维生素e的其他食物还有花生、核桃、葵花子等。

3.胡萝卜

　　除了维生素e能对眼球和眼肌有滋养作用外，维生素a也有此般功效。胡萝卜就是增加维生素a摄入量的不二选择，它能维持上皮组织正常机能，改善黑眼圈。此外，胡萝卜中所含的维生素a还有助于增进视力，尤其是黑暗中的视力。其他蕴含维生素a的食物还有动物肝脏、奶油、禽蛋、苜蓿、杏等。

4.海带

　　由于铁质是构成血红蛋白的核心成分。因此，补充适量的铁质能够促使血红蛋白的增加，从而增强其输送氧分和营养成分的能力，而海带富含铁质，所以经常服用海带，也能缓解黑眼圈的困扰。其他含铁质丰富的食物还有动物肝、瘦肉等。

5.绿茶

　　经常使用电脑者可饮用绿茶，补充特异性植物营养素，消除因电脑辐射引起的黑眼圈。绿茶所含有的浓缩多酚，能抑制自由基对皮肤支持纤维造成破坏，是今日一致公认最有效的抗自由基因子。多喝低咖啡因的绿茶不仅能消除黑眼圈，其含有的儿茶素，既能帮助身体脂肪代谢，而且对睡眠也有帮助，不仅可以安定睡眠质量，也让人比较不容易有疲劳感觉。

　　此外，外敷绿茶包也能起到减缓黑眼圈的作用。只需将饮用后的绿茶包放在冰箱里冰镇一会儿，拿出来敷在眼睛上20分钟，黑眼圈现象即可得到一定的缓解。

*各位注意一下现在的茶包那些廉价的还是别用得好免得有反作用*

又依赖了?

2009-09-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

尽管我很不想面对这个事实
但毕竟还是发生了
呃.我还能说什么?

是自己太敏感兼情绪化吧
庆幸的是自己还有点理智
努力地压抑着敲醒着自己
把自己从虚幻中拉回现实
我讨厌在灰色地带的感觉

感情上的喜欢我不会定义
对它也没有任何心理准备
就算真的喜欢
我会用尽方法抹煞这份感觉
承受不了只好斩了

回顾昨天跟某人的对话
"你怎么好像在逃避他?"
"没有啊..就没有话题可以讲嘛"
"很明显啦好不好"
"^^'' 真的.没有话题聊"
不去接触你是我白痴的自我保护法
我当初应该知道承诺不会那么容易实现
可惜知道得太迟还是受伤了
也许我们一刚开始就已非朋友关系认识对方
才会变成今天的局面

小总结:
人在空闲的时候很容易想东想西
逊.怎么又是感情?!是时候找东西投入了
我的应变能力有待改善 -.-

ps: 逆向和js的文笔好好哦 ><

1st领袖营筹委集会之感言

2009-09-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

先在这里说下我的弱点
我不太敢公众说出我的想法
而且刚才我很努力地想找形容词出来
最终还是无结果收场
所以就在这里把想表达的用文字诠释出来
我说过
我指尖打出来的旋律胜过我讲话 =)

据之前我说听到的
我抓到了一个共同点
怎样带动整个学会
怎样改革整个学会
怎样保持营员的热情及ohm(是这样拚吧?)
我觉得最重要的反而是自己
如果自己做不好的话
自己都无法说服自己
自己无法给自己信心
就别说带动执委了
连自己要决定一件事情都成问题

我相信每个营员想要学到的
不只是培养自己的领导能力
而是如何提升自己
这是我觉得上一届领袖营没有给到的东西
往年的领袖营都教我们如何策划，反思，沟通
却忘了怎么提升营员自身的信心
忘了让营员学会怎么疏解压力
不然面对挫折面对执委反对时岂不是都垮了?
提升自信心不只是在处理联课上
是整体上比如说自身性格
再扩大来说可以对自己的学业感情等

再者
我们不止要让营员能在群体中生活
也要学会如何独立生活
所谓的独立就是不需要和与自己有共同目标的人一起合作
人有很多不同的思想
你总不能以后都粘着同一班人一起工作吧?
要学会如何给自己信心
坚持自己的立场
活出自我

改变一个人的思想的确很难
但是不是不可能
其中一个技巧
先问他们所要的
再以疑问句一步一步地带他进入他所希望的
间接让他改变思想
思想改变心态改变态度改变行动改变达成目标 =)

举例子：

A 是个卖保险的代理员要向 B 顾客推销自己的产品
A向B走去 B意识到了想赶快走
A : 不好意思我只打扰你五分钟的时间来说明
B : 好吧
A : 你想不想拥有一个快乐的生活?
B : 想啊
A : 那你会怎么做来达到这个目标?
B : 做工赚很多钱来让自己过好的生活
A : 做工赚很多钱可以让自己有一个快乐的生活，但是身体累坏了无福享受怎么办?
B : 停下工作来休息一阵子
A : 那你认为这样的方法好吗?
B : 不是很好
A : 你想不想一面过好的生活一方面让自己的健康有保障?
B : 想
A : 那你想要迟一点得到这个好处还是马上得到这个好处?
B : 马上得到
A : 好我这里有一个配套正好符合你的需求你要不要签约?
B : 好吧

就这样搞定了同样的原理
(我举的例子有点烂多多包涵)

总的来说
我希望领袖营能教营员从自己做起
为自己树立自信心完善自己再造福他人
改革学会不如先改变执委
改变执委不如先改变自己

有什么意见记得留言啊 ~
我进了文宣股 x)

Get to know myself better

2009-09-23T01:21:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

For me, this test scored 100% accuracy =)
Try it

长鼻子

2009-09-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

今天下午看了很多小故事
这个蛮不错的就type了上来 =)

一只小猪由于太瘦小，在部落里常常被同类奚落和嘲笑，因此它决定把自己的生活方式改变一下：它不再在自己的部落里生活了，为了改变自己，它来到了大象生活的地方，众象都用异样的眼光看着这个没鼻子的小怪物。但是小猪并不理会这些，它开始了自己的演说："本来我们同种同宗，也有长长的鼻子。但是，当我得知鼻子长的原因是因为我们祖上嘴馋贪吃，并因此受到其它动物的讥笑后，我毅然割掉了鼻子……"

听众中，有一头很自卑的小象，因为它觉得自己的长鼻子一定也不美观，不上那些鼻子很短的动物。现在听小猪这么一说，它觉得找到了自己很难看的原因，于是割掉了自己的鼻子。而同时，小朱又对另一头小象说:"你看，人家割掉鼻子后多有个性……"

第二头小象觉得也有道理，就割掉了鼻子。然后是第三头，第四头……逐渐地，众象都把小猪奉做智者，有小猪发起的割鼻子成了一种时尚，所以，我们看到这个世界上猪越来越多。

有没有学到些什么?　=P

"真正的残疾人不是身体上的残疾，而是品格上的残疾"
"命运出错，我不能错"

时间

2009-09-18T18:14:00.002+08:00

发现到我时间观念真的很差
刚miss了2堂舞蹈课
Celica 应该很想把我杀了

调整不回考试时的睡眠时间
下午睡觉半夜通宵
一到下午就会自然地跑去睡
不舒服的其中一个原因吧

我知道友谊不能持久
就算是契关系都如此
所以我会珍惜
尽我可能在对话上多一些回忆
镜头上多一些笑容
我只想让你知道
就算关系大不如前
我还是那个会关心你的怡华
只是我从来不表达出来
好好过

抓到一些昨天一闪而过的感觉
你们在珍惜在一起的时间
而我在不留恋地往前走
行为举止在表达着引起你们的注意及不想跟你们颠
其实心底还是想表达你们忽略我了我参进不去拉我进去好吗
演变成到最后我选择的凝望

我喜欢昨天在大摇篮摇晃时的风
温和且舒服

Tag from Jun

2009-09-17T23:40:00.005+08:00

点名规则:

A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，
然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，
仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，
列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，
还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——
你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，
完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，
并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。
被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，
并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。

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1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼？
~平安

2.最近最鬱闷的事?
~考试

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
~希望别人在意自己

4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？
~看情况

5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)
~很会照顾人
~包容能力好
~可爱 =D

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表
~活泼

7.你现在最想拥有的是什麼?
~客观

8.你的梦想是什麼？
~贡献社会

9.恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼？
~体谅

10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什麼?如果没有，最想从事的疯狂行为是什麼?
~我只想平淡平凡走下去

11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
~以贡献为乐，自己开始

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什麼?
~我爱马来西亚 =D

13.你为什麼要回答这些问题?
~看到被点

14. 你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性？
~复杂 =P

15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
~人不会有孤独的时候

16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
~一月前?

17.请列出喜欢的饮料?
~vitagen

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
~都重要

19.你希望点你名的人成为你的？？
~好朋友

20.你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看？？
~眼睛

被我点名的
+++++++
+
+
+
+
1.XzRc
2.Honey
3.ChaiWoon
4.YongWei
5.Leo
6.LinHo
7.JiangFong
8.Loy

白色里我选了红色
吵闹里我选了宁静
你们开心就足够了

天上的星星一直都在

2009-09-17T16:41:00.003+08:00

这几天考试完了
其实我也没什么兴奋
今天ponteng了一天小休一下 x)
这期间体会到蛮多东西

1)不会做乱圈和看到考题答不出的恐惧感
2)自己的堕落 .. 当然也有自己的拼力
3)不能处理好事情的时候让给他人吧我承认我有私心了
4)要坚持不要固执
5)不要放弃任何一样东西因为没有一样是你值得放弃的
6)加入领袖营筹委团团队的兴奋感及满足感
7)人会放大自己的悲伤而忽略了别人的感受跳脱出来其实也只是小事一件 =)
8)人发威的时候还蛮恐怖的 ^^''

需要提高自己的表达能力
我沟通能力尚需改进

Education fair 那天，某人与我
"3vA,以后你要读什么啊?"
"去sunway读Accountant"
"很好eh..已经有自己的目标了"
"但是那不会是我一生的职业"
"那会是?"
"我想要为社会贡献，人生也只有几个十年，我想要为这个世界添加一份色彩"
"所以，读college时会找跟我有兴趣的人组一个团队为这个社会一起努力付出=)"

人生意义及希望

2009-09-08T03:48:00.001+08:00

ҲžŔç says:
你很拼，要照顾身体

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I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
不然在班上活不下阿 ~

ҲžŔç says:
呵呵
那看来，你班上的那群人对你还是有影响力的
如果是我的班，我睬他们都傻
^^"

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
学业上的影响 lol

ҲžŔç says:
虽然这时候说以下这些话好像不是很适合
但是，我
自从两年前，就不再因为任何人奋斗
因为我知道，如果有一天他们不需要我奋斗了
我就会失去动力
如果这时一个火车
我就会在高速中失去了掌控能力
所以我的力量完全来自自己
不会为了任何人奋斗
也不依赖别人的期望或鼓励
因为这样，你才能完全掌控火车的速度
=)

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
我有面临这个问题的感觉 ==v

ҲžŔç says:
这问题谁都会需要经历
至少，你现在知道了啊，就能慢慢尝试改变
很可惜，你班上的人，甚至是整个社会中的年轻人、成人，都还不了解
他们的奋斗有目的，可以大幅度提高动力，但是都是不稳定的
一个人奋斗的唯一目的，应该是自我生命的价值
就算说是为了自己的未来，也不是非常贴切

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
自己给自己动力有难度 -.- 不知道要透过什么方法给

ҲžŔç says:
第一，先找出自己对人生价值的定义
每个人对自己的人生的价值都有不同的定义
对不同的人而言“人生意义”都不一样
荣华富贵名利地位普度众生事业成就学术智慧科学贡献救济贫苦
有些人投入艺术有些人投入建筑有些人投入政治
因为人生的“意义”，“成就”，“价值”
对每个人而言实际上都不一样
只是社会一概的以“未来人生”作为定位
认为只有过得舒舒服服的人才算是有成就
这或许是大部分人的定义
但是那已经过时了

工业革命前，货物的产生是没有次序的
10个员工
一开始，大家一起溶化铁块
之后，大家一定为铁块定型
然后，大家一起冷却铁块
然后，大家一起实验铁块的承受度
然后，大家进行加工
然后，大家做些状况
最后，一批产品出炉了
这是以前的社会
每个人，都要懂每个步骤

但是工业革命后
每个人都只负责一个东西
一个人负责溶化一个人定型一个人冷却一个人试验等等
社会前进中
每个人都要有自己的专业
进而有自己的方向
如果只有大富大贵才算是人生有成就
那这时界上很多人的人生都没有成就
而如果所有人都如此坚持要追求大富大贵
那么世界上不会有人有成就
第一，那已经很平凡了
第二，没有人愿意输，赢得人哪里来
社会有平衡
每个人都要找到自己对人生的成就定义

我遇过一个人
当你提起他的名字，所有国际青年组织社会的人都会讨论一个话题
为什么，这么有才能的天才，会投入慈善？
直到他正式成立国际青年慈善组织的那一天
他说：“聪明的人，并不拥有共同的理想和成就
或许是你们的成就就是名利地位
也或许是因为你们的成长环境让你们把那设定成了成就
但是我看破了这一点
我知道，我的成就就是慈善
就算大富大贵，不能帮助别人，我的人生依然一点成就也没有
希望今天我说的话，能让你们不再对我议论纷纷
也希望今天我说的话，能够让你们重新思考自己对人生成就的定义”

另外一个人，是一个40岁的老婆婆
sorry
40岁不是老婆婆= =
她是工程学的高手
曾经在一间很大的建筑公司当CEO
那时候，她是领域中的女强人
但是5年前，她提早退休了
她一结婚，就退休了
她和我聊天时，说我了解自己未来的方向，一定很有成就
我则回她说，为什么她要退休事业，家庭可以照顾自己啊
请佣人，甚至管家都应该不是她的问题
然后她说，当她有了家庭，她发现到让他人生最有意义的方法
就是当个家庭主妇
好好照顾自己的老公和儿子
天天煮饭给他们吃
她觉得他的人生很有成就
所以其实，每个人对人生的成就定义都不一样
如果你脑袋里，“成就”二字的定义是
社会地位、富贵舒适的人生
（不是说你，是广大群众）
那很明显，他们还没搞清楚
可能环境把他们的想法固有化
让他们一辈子都追求一个并不是自己真真正正人生的意义
所以
好像说了很久= =

所以，当你找到人生的意义后
如果那真的是你的意义
它就会给你产生无尽的动力
当然，如果没有
可能是因为你还没有深入思考
让一个人突然能够为了自己发动，是不容易的
没有督促和压力就没有动力，是很自然的
但是当你定位了自己对人生意义的看法
然后深入思考
再想一想人生是如何的
七八十年
而且只有一次
你的动力就会慢慢产生
飞机怎么飞的？
ҲžŔç writes:
(Ekonomi里面Tanah 的 graph) *诸位进行自己的想象
ҲžŔç says:
这不是飞机
飞机是
ҲžŔç writes:
(Ogive 的 graph) *诸位进行自己的想象

ҲžŔç says:
不管是谁，动力都在慢慢增加
如果你见到一个4年没有见到你的亲戚
她们会说你变了
胖了瘦了
什么的，但是你自己都不会发现
所以你的动力可能也在增加，只是你没有发现
而当我这么久以前再看到你，感觉到你变了的时候
已经可以证实，你有在前进，要相信自己
今晚的夜空很多星星哦
如果你附近有窗口，可以去看一下
整个夜空都是星星，很漂亮

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
这里太亮看不到

ҲžŔç says:
太亮？
哦
通常别人都是说看不到的
因为，马来西亚的夜空很多云
或许，我们成长的环境，总是有一层云
挡着了星星
云总会来
也总会走
有云，你的眼睛看不到星星
不代表没有星星啊
=)
星星又不会跑掉
希望永远都不会跑掉
很多很多的希望
黑暗总会来
你无法避免
但是黑暗走了以后，你就会发现
其实希望一直都在
只是你是否相信星星
你是否一直都很清楚
不管你看到还是看不到
其实你人生的希望一直都在
=)
今晚的天空
和一直以来都一样
我都没看见星星
但是我很清楚
今天的夜空一定是满满的星星
就和一直以来的一样
所以我很喜欢看夜空
因为星星们一定希望我相信他们是存在的
我的人生的希望与未来
一定希望我们对他们充满信心
=)
但是其实你还蛮破坏气氛的
我和别人说这个的时候
叫他们去看夜空，他们都会说没看到
你却说太亮了
别人的希望被黑暗遮掩
你的希望被光芒遮掩= =
如果你是在思考怎么回复
其实“哦”就可以了
我不会觉得你在敷衍，别担心
因为我有读心术
=)
你不用说话，我也能知道你有没有在认真听
除非，你是在认真看戏 = =

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
因为看不到的时候我的第一个想法是:"光污染又严重了" = =

ҲžŔç says:
= =
那你的人生
遮着希望的阻碍害蛮多的
加油咯
不用读书吗
是欲言又止吗
还是只是纯粹在做功课，然后有中文字不会写，所以那这里来打拼音看怎样写
找到后就擦掉
我常常那么做 ^^

I'm 3vA | 我指尖打出来的旋律，胜过我讲话 says:
nope lol
don't know why type Chinese very lag
so
= =