杂乱篇

oh yeah ~!
i'm alive ！！
why say so ?
because duno for what reason
my blog has dissapeared for a period ==''
and i was busing my society's stuff ..
so ........ |||
but it's okay for everybody right ? xD

4/7/2008
A very very IMPORTANT day in life !!
It's the day of us for 1 year anniversary ~! ^0^
Dear .. I promise we'll always be together ..
forever and ever !
Although something bad happened ..
Dad cut my sim card into half ///.\\\

I tried so hard to prove to u guys ..
Result .. Friends .. Family ..
I know u're satisfied with my result but not my friends and relatives ..
so these few weeks ..
I try harder and harder to talk with them more ..
chat in msn more ..
care for them more ..
But why can't you see it ?
Isn't still not enough u want me to prove it ?
How do you know I'm not chit-chat with my friends ?
Did you really saw it by yourself ? in my school ?
Please get it right ..
The school I'm studying is CHONG HWA INDEPENDENT HIGH SCHOOL
It doesn't mean that study in the same school can visit each other in home ..
That's why u din't saw anyone else come my house ..
Impossible that u want a person that stay in Cheras come to my home gua ?
Don't be childish ==
AND
Who's the one who did not concern me at the first time ?
When I'm helpless ?
When I'm alone ?
When I lost my direction ?
NOT YOU

为什么你一定要说恋爱会阻碍我 ?
现在有吗 ?
你说的 .. 要求的 ..
我都做到了 ..
为什么你食言 ?
再糟糕一点 ..
你要送我去台湾 ..
你觉得这样能解决问题吗 ?
你告诉过我
如果那个方法无效了
就要换另外一个方法
那么久了
你好像没换过对我的方法哦 ~
矛。盾。
我讨厌你的不讲理 .. 讲到没有做到
我讨厌你的不负责任 .. 全部东西都怪mummy
我讨厌你的自以为是 .. 以为这个方法对我好

对
你是过来人
但是
事情不可能都是同一个结果
你经历过的我未必会再经历过一模一样的
所以
不要用你觉得对我好的来保护我
这只是会让我更伤

我跟他刚开始的时候
你说:"会影响你的学业"
我推翻了 .. 去年从72变74 .. 今年总平均 80 分
6个月的时候
你说:"会影响健康"
我实现了 .. 尽早睡觉 .. 不讲电话
11个月的时候
你说:"你的社交圈子 .. 和我们的沟通少了"
我证明了 .. 跟朋友和家人关系越来越好
1年的时候
你说:"我只是为了你好"
那请问 .. 你还有什么为了我好 ?
对不起.
我 .. 看不出.